don't think many know this.. don't think many will even notice my missing presence in school.. i took green form twice in a week. once for headache on tues which i had since morn.. another cuz of suspected fever on thurs. i went to the polyclinic for a checkup and of cuz to get MC that thurs.. doc said i was okay and only suffering from throat inflammation, gave me MC for that day only and i woke up the very next day feeling real terrible..
"stupid doc said i was okay.. my body crashed the very next day.." damn right of me to put this on my MSN nick..
i had to drag my body out of my bed despite the cramp i had in my stomach and the headache pounding on my poor brain.. i had no appetite for breakfast hence didn eat anything.. heck.. i didn eat anything for that day at all.. luckily dad woke up early and sent me to school to submit the stupid EoM.. then fetched me back home again.. u may think its such a nice feeling to be sleeping in the whole day.. yes and no i guess.. it rox when u wake up and feel so refreshed but i felt worse as the headache persisted.. the whole day was wasted.. a valuable day for revision gone down the drain.. i'm starting to panic.. this despite the preparation i made for promos and the hours i spent revising through my work.. sigh.. i juz hope i can resist the pain and continue to slog through the day shoving in tons and tons of info into this already congested brain of mine..
for those who asked how was i feeling.. i thank you.. at least i know i matter in your hearts.. this year is basically a screw up for me.. literally.. i feel so dejected.. friends i have a plenty.. true friends i wonder.. i know there are some in MJ.. but scattered among the ranks of students.. sigh.. i sometimes wish i could turn back time.. to make amends for the things which i supposedly did wrong.. to win back favour of those who casted me out..
i really gotta start being so emo..
really gotta start conc..
and this headache had better get away from me..
its been hounding me for the past 4days already.. gosh..

(12:14 PM)