have you ever stop
and discover
the little things around you
they are there
but nobody realise it
and until somebody does ...

how true is this statement.. we never seem to notice the wonderful scenery we walk pass every single day.. the teachers we find are extremely irritating.. never finding out their true motive.. yet we continue to irritate them.. torment them with our inattentiveness.. sleeping openly in class.. one prime example would be during miss yeap lesson today.. charles, wei ming, gab soh and shing cheun were sleeping.. OPENLY.. we tried several times to wake them up in vain.. she finally opened up her feelings and announced that we should just leave them alone and let them fail their exams.. harsh as it may sound.. that is the message these students are sending her..
well probably they are putting this across

cher.. u r going through something we already know and have repeated many times before.. i am now sleeping to show to you that i am "capable" of passing the exams without your help.. and of cuz.. u r boring..

many of you may object to this statement.. but thats wad the teacher gets when they see you sleeping in class.. maybe you guys have a different variation.. but nevertheless... its all the same.. u may also object saying that it is not true... one word.. EXCUESES.. u know it yourself and it is worthless to carry on an arguement with someone whos mind is just so adamant.. weak in a sense that it is afraid to face the truth, the fear of getting mocked at the people they call friends..

friends.. what are they exactly.. all of us have different variations of it..

A person whom one knows, likes, and trusts.

A person whom one knows; an acquaintance.

A person with whom one is allied in a struggle or cause; a comrade.

these are the definitions that is given by dictionary.com
one who we know like and trust.. knowing and "liking" is simple.. but trust.. is that something easily achieved? we are afraid to tell most of our "friends" things as we are afraid that they may gosip about it and let the whole world know about it.. that definitely is not TRUST.. ppl "trusting" you not to expose their wrongdoings also aint TRUST.. believe me.. i been through this and know this first hand.. so dun even bother arguing your point with me..

point 2.. someone we know; an acquaintance.. this probably describes most of the people we know.. the thing that we do not know is somewhere amongst them is the one one can truly call a friend.. someone u can confide to.. someone u can trust.. we just have to know them better.. and to do so.. we have to break that mentality that cuz they are not cool or are disliked by others does not mean we cannot befriend them..

point 3 whom one is allied in a struggle or cause; a comrade... we they stand by you when u are in trouble? will they call to ask how are you when u are absent from school? will they assist you and wish you all the best in all your undertakings? i know who they are in my community of friends.. but do you? i know they have called to ask or smsed to see how was i when i was absent last year.. when i had chicken pox.. one even came over to wish me all the best and a speedy recovery.. do you?

isnt it abt time we start thinking abt the friends we associate with? i done my assestment.. abt time u did yours..

(8:22 PM)

several events happened the past week.. one of which i suppose those who read my blog will know.. for those who still dunno.. juz scroll to the most recent entry b4 this one.. yea...
went for study group on sunday again with yu heng once again.. this time.. only that ya kai, yanni and su-lin were there.. sigh.. su-lin kept making so much noise that i could not concentrate at all.. literally.. cant study... so ended up doing past year papers and chem TYS.. yea.. it was well that boring to an extent.. afterwhich.. me and yu heng were the last to leave.. not surprising.. cuz we are the 2 who really wants to study there.. the rest are well.. i dunno what they cam for.. vented all my fustrations while playing world combat.. and we went so far.. o yea.. 2 credits only and reach last stage.. woohoo.. hahaz.. its a first for me ok.. so dun go 2credits nia and sorts.. me and heng went on a war.. not with the skeleton soldiers in the game.. but rather our ranking in the game.. at one point we were both field marshals.. lol.. now thats something u dun see everyday.. hahaz..

had a mock english paper1 exam on monday.. and it was held in the AVT.. yup.. the air-con.. turned out to be madness.. firstly the AVT was so noisy as 4D and 4E were packed so closely together.. so naturally... the noise level.. u get the idea.. secondly.. the air-con was blowing right at me.. make matters worse.. so was the fan.. when i turned the fan off.. ppl started making noise... sigh wad is with those ppl anyways..

Practical for phy/chem today was somewhat a breeze.. other than the fact i know i got 1 qns wrong... which was well really hard to test for gas anyway.. the test tube was so big.. want to test also cannot cuz all escape.. sian.. so anyhow choose hydrogen which was wrong.. sigh.. we were locked up in the hall from 9.15-12pm.. 2hr45min in all.. sigh.. thought i could study peacefully there and maybe read the storybook i just bought.. i should have known better.. gab, LSC, wei ming and gang started to play and made a whole load of noise.. if anyone is able to concentrate there.. i look up to you.. so the same thing happened.. did pass year paper.. particualrly BIO 2005 and CHEM 2005.. managed to complete them both.. miraculously.. really.. i still dun get it.. MYE is already so close yet these ppl can play when the time can be made used to study... 165min is a lot of time man.. 1/8 a day lor..
either ways.. why should i care.. if they choose to walk the path towards their doom there is little that i can do other than to advise them which of cuz will be met with strong protest.. haiz.. wad can i do.. i am merely someone whom is not really liked by many in my class due to several events... though they may think it was only for fun.. they never seem to look at it in my perspective.. wait.. can they? their thinking is so different from mine.. they are not in the same SHIT i am currently in and trying to get out of.. sigh..

"POSITIVE THINKING"

1. God wants spiritual fruit, not religious nuts.
2. Dear God, I have a problem, it's me.
3. Growing old is inevitable. Growing UP is optional.
4. There is no key to happiness. The door is always open.
5. Silence is often misinterpreted but never misquoted.
6. Do the math. Count your blessings.
7. Faith is the ability to not panic.
8. Laugh every day, it's like inner jogging.
9. If you worry, you didn't pray. If you pray, don't worry.
10. As a child of God, prayer is kind of like calling home everyday.
11. Blessed are the flexible for they shall not be bent out of shape.
12. The most important things in your house are the people.
13. When we get tangled up in our problems, be still.
God wants us to be still so He can untangle the knot.
14. A grudge is a heavy thing to carry.
15. He who dies with the most toys is still dead.

(5:10 PM)

take a look at this clip.. comment on it..



and here are some comments taken directly from youtube.com

Person A
its not the singaporeans.. its the govt.. blady PAP.. even singaporeans dont like them. they got not much choice.. i worked in singapore before.. so thats why i know ;)

Person B
Fuck singapore...i applaud you malaysians for your efforts and courage. Singaporeans will have no guts to even talk about such issues. Singapore education system is a failure!!

Author of VID
I got full marks for my video!

Regarding the comment made my person A.. PAP has been doing a great job till now.. their steam have not stopped and have made Singapore what it is today.. abt the remark that Singaporeans hate the PAP.. FOR CRYING OUT LOUD!! do u know what democracy is? that is exactly what msia also HAVE in place.. if we hated the PAP that much.. they would have been ousted out of the Parliment ALREADY.. unless of cuz u r saying that we are stupid enough to elect someone we hate.. endure their "torment" for 45years?? SIAO ARH.. FOR CHRIST SAKE.. use your bloody common sense.. that is of cuz if u HAVE ONE..

Person B... tsk..tsk..tsk..tsk.. our education system is a failure.. i wonder.. if that is so.. what makes yours? have u refered to the international ranking for MATH AND SCIENCE?? we are way above Malaysia.. if our education is a failure.. what will happen to our most important resource?? [our people] for those who do not know.. singapore is a small island with little natural resources.. if our people are stupid as so u claim we are.. how in the WORLD did OUR country progress faster then YOURS!! damn! WAKE UP UR IDEA LAH!!

the author so claims that he got full marks for his work.. this video itself touches several sensitive issues.. firstly the water issue which has yet to be resolved.. secondly.. with the impending threat of terrorism in the region.. u made one from singapore in your vid.. namely..
S.T.U.P.I.D.<----> Singapore Terrorist United Insistute Of Destruction.. i muz applaud your creativity on that.. but please.. use them to be involved in bombing of the causeway?? which leads to a war?? and u potray the singapore troops as some retards?! FOR YOUR INFO!! our Air Force is even bigger then MSIA AND INDONESIA COMBINED!! everyone in singapore is a soldier.. with the success of NS we have created a citizen army.. so.. if u take us on.. u take the country on.. Thirdly.. u potray singapore as people who are desperate for your water.. u nuts?? i do not wish to comment on this matter.. so please...please... do some soul searching yea?

then again.. i really muz blame the teacher for cordoning such an act..

Person C
Remember this, Malaysia kicked Singapore off its map. I don't blame you guys for the making of the video. I blame the lecturer who condoned this behaviour. Only says so much about the intelligence of the nation. Malaysia Boleh...indeed..

PersonD
If we're failures, what does that make your schools? Fit for Retards? Please refer to the international rankings in Maths and Science before comparison, otherwise you're a complete embarrassment to your country.

To Singaporeans who just look at this and laugh, you're retards that's what you are. I bet you can't even understand the difference between laughing with Malaysians and laughing at Malaysians.

Author[ in response to D]
math and science? what good will that do for you? Count how much you're going to save buying water from malaysia? LOL! you guys need to wake up tackle some global issues. You lack in foreign policy and last time you guys tried to take on taiwan and thailand, both times backfired.

my gosh.. does this guy ever think out of the damn box he lives in? its not the content.. it is the thinking process.. lack in foreign policy?? singapore has a lot more bilateral relations then malaysia does.. so get ur damn facts right!! sigh..

(11:02 PM)

was at a complete lost today during remedial.. my mind seem to go blank!! i forgot the formulas for differentiation when i practiced it just the day before.. unbelivable.. thats not the worst.. i made a whole load of careless mistakes which were pointed out by my senior who was peer tutoring me.. sadded.. it was like so embarressing lah.. one min he was praising me for being so fast in my work.. the next he told me out of courtesy not to be so careless.. sigh..
i went to the doctor yesterday cuz of my flu.. which is the reason why i feel so lethargic during lessons on both thurs and friday.. as i sat down at the clinic.. "paitiently" waiting for my turn.. a storm swept in without warning and once again the rain poured.. it has been like that for the past 2weeks.. causing flash floods, havoc and chaos in several areas in Singapore.. sigh.. knowing that i was now officially stuck in that area till the rain subsided.. i continued to occupy my mind with stuff.. then a lightning flashed.. and i counted.. 1..2..3..BOOM.. nothing surprising right... thats wad i thought too at that point in time.. then the glass panel i was leaning on vibrated violently.. i backed off in anticipation that it would drop off.. probably i was paranoid then.. then again.. it was the first time i felt such an impact caused by a thunder before.. sure it happened before.. but this was more well.. u get the idea.. climate change.. global warming.. we are already feeling the impact of it..
when will those emission free cars ever become affordable for all to use.. the concentration of greenhouse gases are already very concentrated.. sigh.. enuf geography..

this is a very nice and touching story i found on the net.. its written by Michael D. Hargrove

While waiting to pick up a friend at the airport in Portland, Oregon, I had one of those life changing experiences that you hear other people talk about, the kind that sneaks up on you unexpectedly.

This one occurred a mere two feet away from me. Straining to locate my friend among the passengers deplaning through the jet way, I noticed a man coming toward me carrying two light bags. He stopped right next to me to greet his family.

First he motioned to his youngest son (maybe six years old) as he laid down his bags. They gave each other a long, loving hug. As they separated enough to look in each other's face, I heard the father say, "It's so good to see you, son. I missed you so much!" His son smiled somewhat shyly, averted his eyes and replied softly, "Me, too, Dad!"

Then the man stood up, gazed in the eyes of his oldest son (maybe nine or ten) and while cupping his son's face in his hands said, "You're already quite the young man. I love you very much, Zach!" They too hugged a most loving, tender hug.

While this was happening, a baby girl (perhaps one or one-and-a-half) was squirming excitedly in her mother's arms, never once taking her little eyes off the wonderful sight of her returning father. The man said, "Hi, baby girl!" as he gently took the child from her mother. He quickly kissed her face all over and then held her close to his chest while rocking her from side to side. The little girl instantly relaxed and simply laid her head on his shoulder, motionless in pure contentment.

After several moments, he handed his daughter to his oldest son and declared, "I've saved the best for last," and proceeded to give his wife the longest, most passionate kiss I ever remember seeing. He gazed into her eyes for several seconds and then silently mouthed, "I love you so much!" They stared at each other's eyes, beaming big smiles at one another, while holding both hands. For an instant they reminded me of newlyweds, but I knew by the age of their kids that they couldn't possibly be.

I puzzled about it for a moment then realized how totally engrossed I was in the wonderful display of unconditional love not more than an arm's length away from me. I suddenly felt uncomfortable, as if I was invading something sacred, but was amazed to hear my own voice nervously ask, "Wow! How long have you two been married?"

"Been together fourteen years total, married twelve of those," he replied, without breaking his gaze from his lovely wife's face.

"Well, then, how long have you been away?" I asked.

The man finally turned and looked at me, still beaming his joyous smile.

"Two whole days!"

Two days? I was stunned. By the intensity of the greeting, I had assumed he'd been gone for at least several weeks, if not months. I know my expression betrayed me, I said almost offhandedly, hoping to end my intrusion with some semblance of grace (and to get back to searching for my friend), "I hope my marriage is still that passionate after twelve years!"

The man suddenly stopped smiling. He looked me straight in the eye, and with forcefulness that burned right into my soul, he told me something that left me a different person. He told me, "Don't hope, friend ... decide!"

Then he flashed me his wonderful smile again, shook my hand and said, "God bless!" With that, he and his family turned and strode away together. I was still watching that exceptional man and his special family walk just out of sight when my friend came up to me and asked, "What'cha looking at?"

Without hesitating, and with a curious sense of certainty, I replied, "My future!"

By Michael D. Hargrove

(6:24 PM)

sian lah... yesterday napfa... sianz... cannot get anymore sian liao lor.. only got 26 out of 30..sian.. could have gotten 28 one lor... stupid leg.. run 2.4km.. cramp.. then ytd shuttle run.. super pain at my left knee cap.. think due to high jump.. jump too much liao.. hahaz.. nvm.. at least now i know i can jump...
past week... suffer from dunno how should i sae.. just no mood/motivation to study at all lor.. dunn why... everytime tell myself need to study this that.. den go home.. lay on bed.. and b4 i knew it.. ZZzzZZzzZZzz... yea.. thats life.. wad to do... practical juz one week away.. and wad i saw from the pure classes ppl after they took their PURE chem prac todae.. were well.. black faces.. all complain saw very hard.. sian.. wonder how my practical will be.. tuesday... phy/chem prac.. i fear for my chem's QA. cant seem to remember.. not really much concern abt my phy and bio prac... sure no prob one...
sian lah.. now slackin in spec mess.. pon tang assembly... hahaz.. together with cheng yuan, bryan, justin and yi kun.. plus one more of their friens.. haiz... dunno wad to blog liao..



GOOD LUCK TO ALL IN THEIR PRACTICALS NEXT WEKK!!

(11:42 AM)

The Five Love Languages

My primary love language is probably
Quality Time
with a secondary love language being
Acts of Service.

Complete set of results

Quality Time:		8
Acts of Service:		7
Words of Affirmation:		6
Physical Touch:		5
Receiving Gifts:		4

Information

Unhappiness in relationships, according to Dr. Gary Chapman, is often due to the fact that we speak different love languages. Sometimes we don't understand our partner's requirements, or even our own. We all have a "love tank" that needs to be filled in order for us to express love to others, but there are different means by which our tank can be filled, and there are different ways that we can express love to others.

Take the quiz

(7:42 PM)

NCC.. Emotional??


due to the insults i have gotten from my cousins for being "over-enthu" towards NCC... i will establish my point that NCC is indeed an emotional CCA.. as MSG Praba had stated in his blog entry in october last year.. no one would agree except those in the corps itself.. despite the fact that it is made up of all guys [my unit is a prime example]... guys tend to build their emotions from within.. only to show them when it is too much for them to bear.. and just have tell someone.. more often than not... straight in the face they are unhappy with.. throwing all sorts of profanities at them.. this truly shows how emotional a guy can get...
nearly everyone in NCC goes through a near identical journey to attain the RSAF Spec badge as shown above in all its glory..we enter the corps not knowing a single thing abt NCC air other than it is related to air force.. which many of us had joined as we aspire to be pilots.. but that dream was dashed away due to our eye sight.. replaced with the prospect of attaining that coveted lanyard..
personally.. i entered as was intimidated by those who outshone the rest in my batch of 2003.. they showed the standard that our seniors demand or so they claim.. shaping my mindset that i can never do well in NCC.. i harbored the thought of entering badminton but eventually eliminated that thought and focused on NCC.. going full steam towards achieving the rank of 1SG which i proudly don on my uniform.. nevermind the fact that i failed to enter the Senior spec cse.. they are those who are better.. and i admit that.. but what i despise is the fact they dissapear almost just as quickly after they attained the rank of STAFF SGT.. a prime example would be our unit former Admin spec.. after being selected for the cse.. he dissapeared and reappeared once more after a heart to heart talk with his senior.. then after the cse.. MIA.. literally.. our admin was a complete screw up after which.. probably why our unit was caught unprepared a couple of times.. those from land were even surprised to hear of him chosen for the course.. sayin that i am more worthy.. i am not so sure abt that point though.. there is always someone better.. it is a proven fact..
unfortunately what is done cannot be undone.. all i can do now is help my unit to get back as many points as they possibly can and retain our GOLD status.. so that i may relish my dream of entering DMN AIR as a GOLD unit and leaving DMN AIR as a GOLD unit with the sustain achievement award to back that proof..
about the point abt y we have "stepped down" and still meddle with its affairs.. my juniors are still not ready and have not completed the Spec cse.. they will need our guidance in several aspects.. and yes.. i can balance my stuides with my CCA.. its only a matter on how much of my leisure time i am willing to sacrifice.. my answer.. ALL of it..

(7:18 PM)

THURS

today is sports day.. an extremely good time to sit down to merry with your friends and well.. only 10% of your mind is on the sports events.. or at least when your house is in the lead.. hahaz..
but that was in the afternoon.. in the morning.. well.. how should i put this? got into trouble with the ENG HOD.. very wrong person to mess with right? yea.. u bet it is.. i juz muttered the word "kao pei" and there she came sneaking up behind me and pulled me out of PE class... ok.. that was total crap.. many of my friends were oblivious to what happened.. thinking that i was called to help her[Ms Yew] out.. well.. she called my parents regarding the matter and i was left there standing at a corner thinking and wondering what the conversation was about.. needless to say.. i am going to get a real mouth lashing from my mum that night.. sigh.. then i thought to myself again.. if i were to get into trouble for saying such a word.. wouldn't that put the whole of dmn in jeopardy? i later found out that she actually wanted to transfer me to a normal stream for that incident.. isnt that a little too far? sure if i confront her she would say it was a joke.. but my mum told me that she saved me from being transfered.. i was totally taken aback by that statement.. maybe it was a joke to Ms Yew.. but did my mum see it that way? she didnt!! a complete misunderstading and i was well.. punished..
Ms Yew and I sat down for a talk which lasted for a good 30min.. 5min regarding the matter.. the rest of the time on how to improve our english marks.. my gosh.. didn we go off topic??

either ways.. that was that.. sports day came and pass.. pioneers didn win which was kinda expected.. but cross country will surely help us regain our crown.. or at least i hope so..
walked home with jeannette initially till she hoped onto a cab.. met benjamin lim[4B] along the way.. then lao zheng hong and de hong with his gf on the bus.. talk about a small world.. lol..

most of the time spent on the bus i asked myself several questions.. regarding my life.. and how i was destroying it.. vulgarities which i have been rather prone to using has finally landed me into trouble which my mum has predicted it would sooner or later.. it is really worth it? absolutely not.. probably should cut down on it.. a resolution in view of good friday tml.. =D

i have once again changed my song.. a chinese one this time.. =P




想念你的歌

是否曾經後悔過 那時候負氣說走就走 是否偶爾想過我 所以埋怨我沒打聽你的下落 逞強常常讓人無法負荷 躲起來邊哭邊說 I MISS YOU 還捨不得把你封鎖 星光閃爍如何擁有 站在遠方才看見星空的輪廓 雖然有時候會寂寞 牆上時鐘停格 你說放開手才會快樂 用悲傷的脈搏寫成想念你的歌 該怎麼才能嚷你懂呢 誰對誰錯已經模糊了忘記了 我們都處理得有點笨拙 畢竟從來沒有像這一次如此愛過 想念常讓我無法負荷 常常只有一個念頭 I MISS YOU 我的愛情從來沒有死掉過

(1:57 PM)

the weekend has come and past.. mid year time table has been drawn up.. sitting arrangement for practical exams drawn up.. signs of the impending doom that looms upon me.. it really is a case of life and death.. passing this exam with satisfactory marks would be great.. but if only avearge then im really in deep trouble.. parents will start to control me.. freedom would be totally taken away... sigh..




(3:55 PM)

WED
the track heats has finally arrived.. me and yu heng are set to run for the 100m as we prepared ourselves running 2 laps around the stadium.. then again.. we were beaten.. and i mean miserably.. we both finished nearly the last of our heats... sigh..
either ways.. we had this obsession with taking part in the high jump the next day.. we started jumping as soon as we set up the equipments.. the training for this was supposedly for PIONEERS only.. then other KPO houses came and requested to jump.. being nice.. we lowered the height from 1.35m to 1m.. then i finally realized that girls these days are getting more bitchy and arrogant.. she started saying that we are deliberately trying to suan us.. and when she tried to jump.. she didn clear it.. so we just had a run to boost confidence by walking over the bar.. then she shouted at me asking me not to show off.. WTF.. is she mentally sound? this is PIONEER training damn it.. if u aint happy with us letting u in.. then SCRAM!! so what if i can clear it and u dont? it just means i am better then you so JUST FACE IT.. damn.. the next thing they did was the other houses demanded we leave the scene.. -.-" crap..
after those brats left.. we contd and tried 1.37m.. which apparently only me, yong cheng and rezza cleared.. sian.. Lih Yuan then came to teach us the right way.. was so grateful then the weather had to change and rain again.. once again on a PIONEER trianing.. sigh..

THURS
the day of the field finals came.. and i am well sorta despo in getting into the high jump squad.. my target.. to take out HARI.. as i am confident i can jump higher.. yh also wanted the spot... so we compromised and decided to jump during recess to determine.. since i had PE as my first lesson.. i set up the equipment to practice awhile and it seem that i perform well today.. boosting my confidence.. but then again.. i didn know the height i clear.. why? cuz the stupid markings on the pole are rusted away.. proving the fact that the sch is not interested in funding the sports faction.. investing into other stuff... sigh..
recess came and so we jumped and jumped and jumped... i cleared the highest height.. on par with rezza and yong cheng.. which meant yh and Hari are out.. sorry guys.. but i really want this place.. i promised myself that i will excel..
Finals came and not surprisin that jeannette and lih yuan were first and second for the B girls.. lih yuan had the chance at clearing 1.42m.. her first attempt was successful.. but the pole fell.. i was sure that it was 3sec b4 the pole fell.. but thanks to Mr Sim ignorance.. it was void.. i could clearly see lih yuan mouthin the word F***.. her next 2 tries were in vain.. i could see the fustration in her.. sigh.. too bad gal..
our turn was next and pioneer passed the qualifying height of 1.3m with much ease.. did so till 1.39 where we had difficulty.. this was the record set by lih yuan earlier.. rezza cleared on second attempt.. me on third attempt.. phew.. lol.. but yong cheng crashed out.. carried on the 1.45m.. we both failed.. according to mr lew and jeannette.. i failed by a little bit.. my fingers.. catching the pole.. argh.. damn.. so that was it.. pioneer out... then again i am proud.. i passed my personal best of 1.37m.. now 1.45m.. cuz i tried after the whole thing and clear. crap.. no use now..
Roy.. was there not to cheer us on.. but to aggrevate every single one of us.. asking his own house to lose.. wtf.. demoralizing us.. what made me contd was the prospect of making ROY eat his words.. and i did.. clearing 1.39m.. yup.. lol...that faggot.. talk so big.. saying he want to join and can jump higher than me.. LOL.. i didn noe whether to laugh or to cry..lol..
o yea.. b4 the finals.. this guy approached me with mr lew saying he want to take over me in the high jumps.. wtf.. lets analyze.. he nv trianed with us.. no technique.. and i dont even noe him!! i have been training for this since the 2nd training.. and he comes to me at the 11th hour askin me to give out my place to him.. mr lew was unconvinced with my answer... so he asked us to reach for a branch.. he touched.. i barely.. then he ruled in favour of that guy.. hu is a bballer.. totally not a fair test and jeannette protested to mr lew.. like duh.. come on.. high jump aint how high u can jump.. lucas didn even qualify!! its abt technique and how high u can lift your DAMN LEGS.. not how high u can propel your body upwards!! managed to convince mr lew in the end.. good grace.. mr lew mindset is somewhat narrow minded wont u agree?? and no offence k cher?

(10:17 PM)

eventful?? hahaz.. yup.. today sure was full of surprises.. firstly i finished my amath with much ease for the first time! and damn its a nice feeling to be among the first to hand up..lol.. but.. really the best part was the bdae bash for yu heng..
me and bryan kept yu heng bz in spec mess.. well watching American Pie Band Camp..lol.. not a bad show.. lol.. den praba called yu heng saying that he wanted to see him.. okok.. rewind a bit.. yu heng was asked to stay back as praba "wanted to discuss abt the 03s".. lol.. yu heng made his way to the canteen and tada!! he found his bdae cake with the 02s and some 03s 04s around it.. im sure that brightened up his day.. lol.. i mean after wad he suffered yesterday.. ok lets not talk abt it.. so as yh was cutting his cake.. im sure he muz be wondering where all the cream were..LOL..
the 02s were holding it in napkins.. waiting to throw at yh.. when they did.. my gosh!! BIG MESS!! the cream went everywhere.. and yh was turn into a white mass.. lol..
after he washed up.. my gosh.. the smell is intolerable..lol.. i mean when i walked to the bus stop with him.. we went pass the lion dance ppl.. and the girls there covered their nose as we walked pass..LOL.. well u can imagine hahaz..
sadly.. yh mother turned our ultra big bdae card to yh into CO2.. sigh.. all the effort gone.. maybe we should do more research before doin anything funny... lol..
well tml is the sports heat for track events and im running in 100m and 4X100m.. so wish me gd luck!! and PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE LORD!! dun make it rain tml...

(10:05 PM)

first and formost.. HAPPY BDAE YU HENG!!! hahaz. yea i noe im a lil late on my blog but u got my sms wish right.. hahaz..
hahaz.. so yea.. guess i really should blog abt smth i have been pondering abt.. think it was on thursday.. while waiting with tarnest at the ngee ann bus-stop.. or rather after he left cuz his bus came first.. i had the shock of my life.. i saw this 13year-old or lower sec for that matter.. red shorts one.. duno wad school.. SMOKING!! i was appalled.. i mean.. how can she smoke at such a tender age.. he has a whole future ahead of him.. or rather after he started smoking.. none.. he would most likely only destroy his life.. sigh.. wad a waste of "talent"..
the effects of smoking clearly reflects onto his attitude.. he litters in broad daylight.. throwing waste on the floor in front of many eyes.. already watching him cuz of the cigarette in his hands.. he spitted when his bus was coming at threw his butt onto the floor.. the tabacco still lighted as fumes simmered out.. throughout that short 3-4min of me seeing him.. i was disgusted.. did that guys parents even thought him values to begin with? do they know of his smoking habit? are they even doing anything to help the poor guy? sigh..

ok but that was last week.. so today.. we celebrated yu heng bdae.. we drew this super large poster of Magna.. and signed all over it wishing him happy bdae.. with the numerals NC-16 on top of all of em.. makes sense right? hahaz.. well.. that was still acceptable as i contributed to this pic with 4B. wad i didn noe was that hazel gave yu heng a well.. dun tink i should sae it here but its called real deal.... those involved should know wad i mean... literally.. well.. after school.. i could clearly see that he was extremely pissed over it.. after i asked.. it seemed that my gift was the only decent one.. my gosh lah..
either ways.. i went to do high-jumps again.. for fun.. DUH.. but i seem to clear greater heights this time.. to the extent that mr lew asked me to join.. wtf.. lol.. maybe i will hmm.. hahaz.. for the fun of it u know.. lol.. went to the stadium shortly after.. which we met with a typhoon!! it was quite fun to begin with.. the strong winds blowing the cold rain upon our body.. so cooling lah.. then it got worse.. the wind grew stronger.. toppling several bicycles in the vicinty.. we made a mad dash for shelter.. going towards TM.. sigh.. we were all drenched.. head to toe.. bags to the gone case liao.. y? the rain came down horizontally one.. lol.. so much for track training.. sigh..

lookin at the rain.. i cant help but wonder why does it always happen on our training days. always!! cant believe it.. the rain just seem to have dampen my spirits.. not the fact that my heats was with some fast runners.. well it could be worse.. yh is running with ruicheng and shiva.. good luck man.. i was really onto practicing my strides today.. then the rain had to come.. haiz.. stadium was obviously locked out cuz of lightning.. duh.. can things get any worse? yup.. mid years looms before us and i am not even a quater through my revision yet.. CRAP

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had an amath peer tutoring session in school today which proved extremely effective.. esp when everyone is bent on completing their assigned work.. even after most left there were a few of us whom remained behind as we aimed to complete every single sum given to us.. i really pity guan kang.. hahaz.. in case u were wondering.. he is the peer totor assigned to me rhys and tk.. but i kinda kept him to myself as he sat beside me.. so rhys and tk were asking miss nawal all the way while i had the help of miss nawal.. guan kang and miss koh.. lol.. talk about being "selfish".. hahaz.. y i also have the help of ms koh? well.. u see my peer aint really as well versed in trigo as i thought he was so he was constantly asking qns to clear his own doubts.. hahaz.. so.. miss koh comes to me occasionally to see if i had any probs which of cuz i did.. >.<
went to tm afterwhich to get yh's and a'in's gift.. this is probably the one week which i would confirm become bankcrupt.. 5bdaes.. siao right.. hahaz.. den again after buyin all the gifts.. i forgot to help beh buy his WOW card.. damn.. it was a favour he had asked of me.. one in a very long time to come.. some of u would know why... and i clean forgotten abt it as i was occupied with thinking which gift was better.. sigh.. though he didn really think much abt it when i told him.. i still feel that immense sense of guilt within me.. i promised and i didn fulfil it.. sigh.. i was learn to be less forgetful next time..

there is just one article i spotted in the straits times today under the world section..
Regular excercise can lead to a heart attack yet experts say that it is vital to prevent such events from happening.. such is the harsh reality of the world.. this probably explains the sudden death of football players during a game and deaths of several SAF personnel of which are extremely fit and dons high rank.. the most recent case would be a colonel..
so come to think about it.. we are excersing as our school tells us that it will keep us fit and free of illness.. and a medical report say u can die from doing so.. does it really make any sense? so does it mean when does kenyan marathoners train on their homeground.. each time they run they have to face the fact that they may die there and then all becuz they are training to win a medal in the commonwealth games, olympics or other prestigious events.. to put it short.. they may die because they want to realize their dream or to get the prize money so that they can support their family back home.. it is really fair? wait.. when was the world ever fair to anyone of us to begin with. sigh..

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