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For We're the Tritons!
Tuesday, March 27, 2007
MJC Orientation Vincitore
Day 3

wet n wild was the theme of the day.. of cuz.. that was merely one of the 2 highlights of the eventful day.. comparing to what we did in TPJC.. this overwhelmed it literally.. it was organized to speak the least and had more water bombs!! =D.. nvm the fact that it lacked the massive water battle between houses as its finale.. we still had loads of fun! the OGLs and councilors sadistically sprayin and dumping water over us. i stand as a living proof as i alone took 5 buckets of water.. ice cold fresh from the water cooler..
i always thought orientation was a fun occasion where everyone competed in a free spirit in the name of healthy competition.. the house tension was extremely high.. we us Tritons time and time again being accused and penalized for "cheating" which we didn't and arriving late.. councilors took sides towards their own houses.. gosh.. this truly is an all out war.. examples of how we Tritons were penalized.. despite winning the finale.. we were accused of cheating and were deducted 150points of the total we had.. 700 points were deducted when OGLs turned up late for a meeting.. *isn't 700 a tad.. ok A WHOLE lot too much?*
putting all that aside.. we prep ourselves for the campfire.. our last stand.. to take what is rightfully ours.. u get the picture..
we came up with the theme of pirates.. and since the mascots aka actors weren't allowed to speak nor were there any audio playing devices presented to us.. we had to make our own sound.. the guys of triton8 either became the mascots or joined the choir to play our bit..

Our mascots.. Left to right.. Pirate A[sorry i duno ur name nor role] Eugene[Futuristic Gay Pirate], Song Leng[doing split][Old Retired Pirate], Jaryl[Nerdish Pirate], Charles[Super Big Pirate], Andy[Captain], YoungSing[Emo Pirate](u rock with the makeup on man!!)

we cheered.. acted.. choired.. and emerged champions..
Day 1 standings
1. Atlas
2. Miranda
3. Phobos
4/5. Tritons & Calisto

Day 2 standings
1.Atlas
2.Miranda
3.Triton
4.Phobos
5.Calisto

Day 3 standings [FINAL]
1.Tritons
2.Phobos
3.Atlas
4.Miranda
5.Calisto

YEAH!! WE WON!!

Hear The Thunder Roar! [Stomps.......]
We're Here![stomp]
Stand Clear!
[stomp]
You Better Be
[stomp] In Fear[stomp]!
Cuz We're the TRITONS![WOAH!]
The TRITONS[WOAH!]
FEAR![clap stomp stomp clap]
FEAR![clap stomp stomp clap]
FEAR![clap stomp stomp clap]
Fear Tritons!! [cheers]


(8:26 PM)

Hear The Thunder Roar!
Saturday, March 24, 2007
MJC Orientation [ Vincitore ]

Day1
3 days of orientation started for us all "freshies"[gosh that sounds so wrong].. i think mjc is probably the only JC which held their orientation after the march holidays... and while we were having fun.. other JCs had started on their curriculum.. o the poor souls..
and so.. i was posted to.. TRITON 8.. i love the name so much.. but sadly the banner displayin our house had the worst design among the other 5 houses.. in my opinion.. Calisto's banner is the best..
sorry i dun haf a photo of it. i didn bring my cam along with me during the orientation and was lazy to take out my phone..=D..
surprise surprise.. my class only had 6 of us guys during orientation.. and on the first day.. we guys were the only enthu one.. the 10girls were kinda dead on the first day.. sigh.. o well.. we played CSI Meridian that day.. using the storyline of Deathnote to facilitate the intriguing mystery behind it all.. clues such as phone bills, photos of arguments, personal letters and even letters from IMH to state the mental problems of 2 of the suspects!! gosh.. they really did put in alot of hard work to this.. not to mention they even prepared a video to kick start the whole thing!!

Day 2
2nd day.. the day of MMM..i'm not sure what it stands for but in layman's term its an amazing race which took place around town.. yup town!! MJC was running around town carrying our plycards displaying our OG proudly i think.. lol... for 7whole hours from 9am to 4pm!
this was my OG's route.. MJC to SMU[city hall] to elgen[i think its spelt this way] bridge to somewhere near Riverside Point to Arts Museum to DFS center and finally to some church behind the arts Museum.. did i mention we only could walk? except for the journey to city hall which we took a train.. yea. so our legs were extremely tired.. esp after the first stop where we had to run round SMU campus finding stupid stuff.. which were found in the most obvious places which we didn't look into.. zzz
we were made to find stuff like this.. and this is not the right one cuz the arrow faced the wrong driection..zzz

Randomness kicks in during lunch for some of us.. lol

TRITON 8 after the whole MMM.. *note.. this aint the whole OG.. 3 didn come.. lol

i shall update on the third day and lessons next time.. i gtg now..


not being able to enjoy this orientation with you by my side.. not being in the same institution.. not being able to share my joys and sorrows with you.. it pains me.. the feelings i have for you.. has plunged me into an emotional turmoil.. was it an outright rejection then? did i truly have a chance when u said i do?
i talk to you.. but never really telling u how i feel still..
i sms you.. but never abt anythin serious..
where is it i am heading down this path..
can u tell me? please?
to end it all or start it all for me n u..
lord help me..



(10:19 AM)

A Dead-End
Thursday, March 15, 2007
i've hit a dead-end.. everyone who made it to the 53rd intake and are in MJC have hit one.. here i am blogging. my letter of confirmation of my selection to the 53rd CLT intake staring back at me.. only 1 thing seperates me from the course.. i need to attain permission from my current principle.. to absent from school for a whole 2 weeks.. so that i may finish what i started and continue to lead my unit to further glory.. as their CLT.. or to any unit which i may be posted to..
infront of me stands a pliable wall.. made of hollow stone.. a blow from our fists will be enough to destroy it so we may continue our path.. mustering the strength will be easy.. but the courage to do so is hard.. durin that 2weeks will be the announcement of our PW groups and topics and training[what ever it is gonna train us in? don't know].. the multiple lectures and tutorials we will be missing.. the syllabus we have to catch up so we may not lag behind the rest..
to me.. its a sacrifice i am more than willing to take.. to don that coveted rank and above all to lead those who will follow to guide them so they may soar to greater heights.. so their unit may attain or MAINTAIN their Gold status..
there will be a briefing on 23march.. i am most likely to attend it.. to at least notify the IC of what will become of my application.. in my eyes.. i see only 2 future to it.. one is that i am willing but unable to attend the course due to certain obstacles.. or i will continue and the rest is self explanatory..
i truly hope i can attend the course.. but much more thinking is required.. maybe my principle had purpose for not letting us go.. i'm sure she does.. i just have to see it that way..
my fist nonetheless rest ready to punch a hole in that wall which obstructs me..


(11:26 AM)

Tuesday, March 13, 2007
i feel so shitty now.. she didn't get the call from MJC.. not even a stupid call to tell her whether or not she made it.. do they know how anxiously she waited for that call? how much fear she felt, how much pain she feels now.. sajc and tjc both sent sms or called all applicants be it successful or not.. why is it that mjc do not have the basic courtesy to do the same? its deja vu all over again.. the same feeling i felt when her JAE application failed to enter mjc.. this feeling of helplessness.. this tormenting feeling which wrecks my heart..
i know nothing i say or do now will help in anyway towards her appeal.. i can only offer words of empathy to try make her feel better.. somehow make it sound like not entering mjc aint all that bad.. or anyway to make her feel better.. it just pains me to see u like this.. suffering in the silence.. not wanting to share your pain with me. i hope u feel better after tonight.. u are going out with your sec sch friends. i dun want u to carry a sad face tml.. be happy.. cheer up k?
there is little to what i can do to help in this situation.. but even so..i wish u all the best from this juncture on.. i'm sure u will do great in tpjc.. mjc is a fool not to accept u..
be happy always k girl? smile more.. u dun look good with a frown or sad face.. =)



(9:40 PM)

Dunman Air Gold Unit
Dunman Air Logo [2005]

we are GOLD!!! Dunman Air has attained GOLD again!! this would be the fifth year running.. meaning we have attained the Sustained Achievement Award for our UNIT!! i just got word from my junior not long ago.. this is the screenshot of the email notifying us of the joyous occasion.

Image removed on request

enlarge it to view it of cuz..

if u read the email carefully.. aeromodelling won the GOLD for us this year..[that's my department!].. from what i heard from my successors in that area.. they won the aero competition and raked in tremendous amounts of points.. i am so proud of them right now.. considering the fact that this department was pioneered by me in which i lead them to being 4th in the aero competition last year... though there was no recognition for it as only the champions were hailed.. i took a sneak from my friend who had the scores of all teams and that's how i knew of my unit's placing in our first competition ever.. not bad for starters really.. and now we emerge as champions.. we are currently king of aero in NCC air.. wahahahhaha..

o man.. i'm just feeling so happy right now.. happy for my unit.. happy for my juniors.. happy for dmn.. i hope mrs neo gives us more recognition and stop being bias towards NPCC now.. i'm just so happy for them all.. and now i pray this results will be the same for their academics.. all the best for your common test results!!


(11:17 AM)

Changing a Lightbulb
Sunday, March 11, 2007

o man.. this is just too funny already


Q: How many RJC students does it take to change a lightbulb??

A: 4 whole faculties. One fac to design the new bulb, one fac to test it out, one fac to market it and one guy to write a stupid Email about lightbulbs.

Q: How many HCJC students does it take to change a lightbulb?

A: The entire school.....to compete with RJC.........

Q: How many VJC students does it take to change a lightbulb?

A: The whole school.......one to screw it in and the rest to cheer and wave flags and banners to give him/her support.

Q: How many NJC students does it take to change a lightbulb??

A: NO LIGHT STILL CAN STUDY!!!!!

Q: How many AJC students does it take to change a lightbulb??

A: They're too busy trying to be one of the top 5 JCs...

Q: How many ACJC students does it take to change lightbulb??

A: None......they use all their money to employ YJC to do it for them.

Q: How many YJC students does it take to change a lightbulb??

A: None.....only one teacher to tell them what a lightbulb is in the first place and to demonstrate (how do you think they're able to change it for AC?)

Q: How many MJC students does it take to change a lightbulb??

A: None......they are too busy mugging for promos.

Q: How many CJC students does it take to change a lightbulb??

A: They'd prefer it darker..........(hmmm...*raise eyebrow*)......

Q: How many JJC students does it take to change a lightbulb??

A: None......Their physics is so bad that they make the male teacher cry.....

Q: How many TPJC students does it take to change a lightbulb??

A: Would they even bother??

Q: How many SAJC students does it take to change a lightbulb??

A: None.....they believe in praying for it.

Q: How many NYJC students does it take to change a lightbulb??

A: None.....they are probably still using oil lamps.

Q: How many IJC students does it take to change a lightbulb?

A: None. They are Innovians. They'll always find ways out of the dark.

Q: How many PJC students does it take to change a lightbulb?

A: None. They simply just pioneer in something else then to do something that's already been done.

Q: How many SRJC students does it take to change a lightbulb??

A: Huh, wat litebarb ...

Q: Dun you guys wonder who wrote this?

A: TJC!

Q: How many TJC students does it take to change the lightbulb?

A: None. They think they are very bright already.

credits go to whoever wrote this. edited and added in some parts myself though. ROFL.

PS: You appeared in my dreams last night

PPS: No offence or deliberate attacks intended in this entry =X



(7:40 PM)

a New Chapter begins
Friday, March 09, 2007

So.. my life in MJC has already begun before i knew it.. time flew.. 07s04 is now merely a thing of the past.. whose footprints on its sandy beach has been preserved within my memory.. never to be erased.. how could it? it was the best time i had in my life.. better than that i had in sec sch.. i had nv yearned to go to sch so badly so much before.. but sadly its over.. and its time for me to move on and i am taking BCME once more in MJC.. unfortunately i could not do 4H2 in mjc as i did not offer pure science during O lvls.. lol.. well its life..
did i mention today is our day off cuz its staff retreat? one additional day to the term break.. =D. u ppl might be wondering why our orientation is so short.. well reason's simple enough.. we didn have orientation then. its scheduled to be held after the march holidays, meaning the past 2 days were admin prog.. which is well super boring cuz i dun really tink its necessary. thankful though.. cuz school ended at noon on the first day and 11 on thurs.. meaning i had a lot of free time to burn and chill with my friends.. played pool with louis kelvin and rezza on wed.. and thurs went back to TPJC halfway through the admin prog.. yea.. we pon.. so i went back with kevan, ke wei, guan jie, rebecca and erm.. a lot of ppl lah.. haha.. saw so many familiar faces and seniors who wanted to hit me cuz i came back wearing the mjc badge.. haha.. said my greetings to all i knew.. literally shoutin it out so as to get their attention and received loads of sms saying hi to me.. haha.. we played basketball for erm.. 2 hours soon after at around noon time so it was blazing hot..
came back to try out my newly bought MJC uniform and PE attire [2sets each] $100.. wtf..
those were the fun parts..


i'm still sad that she didn make it.. i know u told me to be happy i made it.. for your sake.. its hard u know.. i will try my very best.. if that is what makes u happy.. i will pray every day and night that your appeal make it through.. dun tell me its a slim chance.. it still means there is a chance.. and u will make it.. u deserve a place in this institution more than anyone.
i didn make it for KI there though i did during my stint in TPJC.. all becuz i didn score A2 for my eng.. i scored B3.. haiz..
broke my promise to my friend cuz i'm taking BCME instead of PCME..
Esther Lai disapproves of me going for the CLT cse though she herself sits on the NCC advisory committee.. bull shit..


(5:50 PM)

sweet bitter joy & sorrow
Wednesday, March 07, 2007
posting results just came out and i made it to MJC.. my formal CT was kind enough to bring his laptop and cable so we're able to check the posting results from the class during civics period.. elation filled my body as i jumped for joy.. 5others in my class made it there too, but there is a huge possibility that i will not be in the same class as them as i intend to take phy instead of bio.. i'm taking a really huge risk doing this and i hope it pays off..
my last day in TPJC was taken up by well.. skipping almost all tutorials and lectures with some tutorials by OUR request were canceled.. played basketball with the dragonboaters for nearly 2hours till the teacher chased us away as he needed the court for PE.. sigh.. lol.. happinness soon turned into sorrow and saddness..
she told me she wasn't able to make it to MJC though she met the cut off point of 10.. her friends who applied too were accepted. what bewilders and angers me is that they got nearly identical grades as her only that their languague was better.. she went off to MJC to appeal without me.. i wanted to accompany her but.. i didn't know what to do really.. i was in a mess.. a daze.. no matter what i said could do nothing to make her feel better.. she told me she cried.. didn feel like talking.. all i could do was stand there as i listened to her pour her sorrows on me.. my mind wasn't where its suppose to be after that.. even during the CG outing at seoul garden i spaced out at times.. thinkin abt wad happened to her.. i never felt so powerless before.. so weak.. so helpless..
even when i met up with the ex-tpjcians to go MJC together.. i tried as much as i could not to think abt it and should be happy that i made it.. she wanted me to be happy in MJC.. happy that i made it.. happy that it was my first choice.. happy cuz she justs wants me to. how could i really, i placed MJC cuz of her.. now that she isn't there, i felt a sense of lost. this was quickly replaced though with multiple other reasons which contributed to why i wanted to go MJC.. it helps but only to a certain extent.. even during the admin prog today at MJC, areas which had been briefed to me during PAE i spaced out time and time again.. blaming myself for not helping her more in her studies.. for not helping her get her A1 for humanities though she thanked me immensely for helping her attain an A2. that one point would have allowed her to enter MJC with 9 after bonus.. i feel so guilty.
i dun tink she is happy in TPJC now.. going through the orientation there once again.. she's probably still upset and disappointed that she didn't make it to MJC.. i pray that her appeal makes it.. she deserves a slot in MJC possibly more than me.. what can i do to help her feel better.. i really don't know.. but i will try my best to make her feel better.. even if it only helps a tiny bit.. it soothes me to know she feels better in any way..
if u are reading this.. cheer up k? i will always be there for u.. u just have to call..


(2:25 PM)

how to say i love you
Saturday, March 03, 2007
ways on how to say i love you...


English - I love you
Afrikaans - Ek het jou lief
Albanian - Te dua
Arabic - Ana behibak (to male)
Arabic - Ana behibek (to female)
Armenian - Yes kez sirumen
Bambara - M'bi fe
Bangla - Aamee tuma ke bhalo aashi
Belarusian - Ya tabe kahayu
Bisaya - Nahigugma ako kanimo
Bulgarian - Obicham te
Cambodian - Soro lahn nhee ah
Cantonese Chinese - Ngo oi ney
Catalan - T'estimo
Cheyenne - Ne mohotatse
Chichewa - Ndimakukonda
Corsican - Ti tengu caru (to male)
Creol - Mi aime jou
Croatian - Volim te
Czech - Miluji te
Danish - Jeg Elsker Dig
Dutch - Ik hou van jou
Esperanto - Mi amas vin
Estonian - Ma armastan sind
Ethiopian - Afgreki'
Faroese - Eg elski teg
Farsi - Doset daram
Filipi no - Mahal kita
Finnish - Mina rakastan sinua
French - Je t'aime, Je t'adore
Gaelic - Ta gra agam ort
Georgian - Mikvarhar
German - Ich liebe dich
Greek - S'agapo
Gujarati - Hoo thunay prem karoo choo
Hiligaynon - Palangga ko ikaw
Hawaiian - Aloha wau ia oi
Hebrew - Ani ohev otah (to female)
Hebrew - Ani ohev et otha (to male)
Hiligaynon - Guina higugma ko ikaw
Hindi - Hum Tumhe Pyar Karte hae
Hmong - Kuv hlub koj
Hopi - Nu' umi unangwa'ta
Hungarian - Szeretlek
Icelandic - Eg elska tig
Ilonggo - Palangga ko ikaw
Indonesian - Saya cinta padamu
Inuit - Negligevapse
Irish - Taim i' ngra leat
Italian - Ti amo
Japanese - Aishiteru
Kannada - Naanu ninna preetisuttene
Kapampangan - Kaluguran daka
Kiswahili - Nakupenda
Konkani - Tu magel moga cho
Korean - Sarang Heyo
Latin - Te amo
Latvian - Es tevi miilu
Lebanese - Bahibak
Lithuanian - Tave myliu
Malay - Aku cintapadamu
Malayalam - Njan Ninne Premikunnu
Mandarin - Wo ai ni
Marathi - Me tula prem karto
Mohawk - Kanbhik
Moroccan - Ana moajaba bik
Nahuatl - Ni mits neki
Navaho - Ayor anosh'ni
Norwegian - Jeg Elsker Deg
Pandacan - Syota na kita!!
Pangasinan - Inaru Taka
Papiamento - Mi ta stimabo
Persian - Doo-set daaram
Pig Latin - Iay ovlay ouyay
Polish - Kocham Ciebie
Portuguese - Eu te amo
Romanian - Te ubesk
Russian - Ya tebya liubliu
Scot Gaelic - Tha gra\dh agam ort
Serbian - Volim te
Sign Language - ,\,,/ (represents positionof fingerswhen signing'I Love You')
Sioux - Techihhila
Slovak - Lu`bim ta
Slovenian - Ljubim te
Spanish - Te quiero / Te amo
Swahili - Ninapenda wewe
Swedish - Jag alskar dig
Swiss-German - Ich lieb DiTagalog - Mahal kita
Taiwanese - Wa ga ei li
Tahitian - Ua Here Vau Ia Oe
Tamil - Nan unnai
Thai - Chan rak khun (to male)
Thai - Phom rak khun (to female)
Turkish - Seni Seviyorum
Ukrainian - Ya tebe kahayu
Urdu - mai aap say pyaar karta hoo
Vietnamese - Anh ye^u em (to female)
Vietnamese - Em ye^u anh (to male)
Welsh - 'Rwy'n dy garu
Yiddish - Ikh hob dikh
Yoruba - Mo ni fe


(11:48 AM)

Contradictory
Something which i dug out from my old post..
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I feel happy but sad.
I feel energetic but exhausted.
I am in love and out of love.
I have aims and dreams but feel lost.
I have move on but live in the past.
I want to love but am tired of loving.
I am loved but dont feel the love.
I love communication but love the silence.
Friends are with me, but i feel lonely inside.
I need you but can live on without you.
There are smiles on my face , but tears in my heart.
I want you to know i love you, but dont want to tell you.
I love you. You love him. And i treat him as my bud.
You are so close yet so far.
I wish you call, but fear to hear your voice.
I wish to see you, but fear the flashbacks.
I am here and there. Here in the present
There in the past. So where am i really at?
I love you. But do you love me too?
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Pain has always been in my heart.
Memories has always been in my mind.
You have always been in my heart & mind.
When will the pain be gone?
When will the memories be just mere memories?
When will you be hidden deep in my heart & mind?
When will i stop loving you?
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(11:43 AM)