Nv had a better Xmas in my 15years!! both spiritually and physically.. i finally found a new salvation... i finally felt the LORD JESUS knock on my door.. and i opened it to him.. i felt so renewed.. that was the case on 24dec... watching the play put up by City Harvest Church.. really puts across the message to all.... keepin thousands of us glued to the play cuz of its hilarious enthics.. brilliant way of spreading the Xmas msg.... or at least better den the way BBTC does it.. which maybe one of e many reasons why i changed church.. one of the most prominent would be due to the fact that CHC is juz at my doorstep at EXPO..lol..
Xmas day.... wad can i sae... can it get any better?? presents.. way lesser den last yr.. but more meaningful.. well wad can i sae.. the gifts i got are from my mum's friends' daughters...=P..lucky guy i am right.., hahax.. Xmas parties... the food.. socializing... wow.. so many new friends.. so many new contacts... so many more ppl to sms... now my sms overshot.. and i still have 15days to endure... man dis sux... big time.. the best gift of all?? i actually managed to get bck in contact with one of my primary sch mates.. kristie... itz been so looong.. 3 yrs... its been dat long.. cant believe it.. i wonder how she looks like now.. although i can tell that her english muz be veri the powderfull... so chim the way she sms.. all in complete sentence..correct grammer.. spelling.. wah.. i thought for a moment that i was smsing a machine or smth.. den i chat with her on msn... gosh... i dunno wad to sae man... old habits die hard.. lol...
cant wait for this comin sat when i go bck to church.. YEA!!..
remember guys.. the real reason why we celebrate Xmas.. for those hu duno..
it is the day when the God's only son was born.. the day JESUS CHRIST came to earth.. the day salvation was found for all sinners... for he will eventually die for us on the cross to cleanse us of our sins so that we may all be reunited with out FATHER up in heaven once more.. a life renewed... AMEN
For The Lord Love Us So Much.. He Gave His Only Son 2 Die For Our Sins On The Cross At Calvary.. AMEN!!

(9:35 PM)

the sec 1 orientation camp 2006 is fast approaching.. and with only a wk left to trainers camp.. we were given our FAs contacts.. itz totally nuts.. 1 wk to accomplish so many things.. nvm that.. wads worse is the fact that they keep changin the allocation of FAs.... really its very annoying.. do they realize that every FA they change equals to alot of things we senior FAs have to do? really lor.. and my grp is the most unlucky one.. 3 FAs changed.. sianz..
nvm that.. the mass dance.. OMG.. i dun believe i actually have to do it.. its so STUPID!! buy heyx.. it is for e fun of it right? i think?? lol..so many steps to remember.. and we got the hang of it in 1.5hr.. only the hang of it.. abt 40 of us.. and we are supposed to teach 108 new sec1 in an hour?! -_-" seriuzly..
puttin that aside.. the week has been filled with well.. loads of things.. mostly personal which i do not wish to share.. anyway.. i'll like congratulate aqil on becoming a CLT of dmn air.. i noe its a little late but hey.. better late then never right.. hahax.. the new schedule for NCC the comin yr is really an eye opener.. Spec cse has been reduced to only 2DAYs!! half the original.. and Senior Spec Cse has been brought forward to Sept.. worse of all.. the ophir allocation dmn air was given clashes with SSC.. means if we cannot change the ophir dates.. den everyone will be fightin over the slots for AKE in june.. the opposite of my batch.. lol.. Air Competition now takes up 40% of the BUC.. my gosh.. now im really startin to think whether we can maintain our Gold Status as a unit esp when our Aero SUX!! really.. our unit has no talents at all when it comes to line flying.. RC maybe a few.. to sum it up.. we have a RC helicopter which we know how to life off but dunno how to land.. really stupid.. kinda sums up out situation right.. lol..
All i can do now is hope the new batch of sec 1 recruit has some hidden falir for Aero.. thats our only hope left when the current 01s only have 2 fliers spotted... and they aint even half as good as my present flyer.. syafiq.. LORD if u would want to perform a miracle for the unit.. this is really the time to do it..

(3:44 PM)

i've never felt so much in a delimma before.. my mind is so messed up... with commitments towards both the sec1 camp and NCC itself.. within NCC there is tk.. who always seems to want to bring me down in wadeva i intend to do or execute.. even today.. when im supposed to attend a FA meeting at 1.30.. he kept telling me not to go and just dun care and ask the other FAs what happened during the event.. i mean.. i am able to make it there on time.. and can be released on time.. but he kept insisting that i do not need 90min to get bck to sch from HQ.. and released me only at 12.45pm.. yea right i dun need that long i ended up 35min late.. haiz...
during my stay at HQ.. i heard frm my pal that he and some others asked the girl i like whether she would want 2 tix to go watch a movie with me.. im not sure whether or not what he told me is true or not... but i really intend to find out.. although the 2 of us aint stead.. but im a good friend of hers... and... sigh.. i dun really know how to express wad is going on in my head right now.. its one major complicated sum up there.. maybe i really should face the facts and juz admit that the 2 of us cannot be together and should juz be well.. friends.. i dunno.. easier said then done... which issue isnt..
really hope my mind clears up soon.. i cant concentrate with this mind filled with thoughts that are literally weighin me down.. im so messed up... sigh.. Lord.. help me..

(8:59 PM)

wow... its already been a week since i last updated.. my gosh.. didn know it was that loong already....
i refer to the recent article on the choice of a neighbourhood school to that of a respected and highly reagarded such as RI, RGS, DHS, etc.. personally.. im not really all that fussy over the choice of secondary school.. i mean it still leads you towards the same destination.. the dreaded 'O' levels.. or at least that was the case for my year.. ever since i left primary education... the government has implemented several new education options.. most known i would think is the IP programme.. which allows students to skip the 'O's and head straight for the 'A' levels..and is available to all sec 2 students locally... which isnt exactly a bad thing.. comin back to my point.. i recall a newspaper report over a survey amongst parents, students and teachers over what it the most important aspect of a child's education.. and the majority of them voted for character development at abt 50% and education results 5th with only a little more than 15% ... this strenghtens my point further that the choice of school does not matter much...
even so.. this whole debate was started by 2 mere 12yr olds with their PSLE results fresh within their minds.. its amazing how youngsters nowadays are able to spark an issue that eventually brings the media to report on it.. and ironically it causes concern for my generation.. it is now gettin even harder for people like me to get into out preferred JC or course in the Poly.. the cut off point has become lower and lower with each passing year.. not to mention the difficulty of the 'O'lvls paper itself.. gosh... i got a bad feeling that it aint gonna be one happygolucky year for me this comin year as the exams looms before me with each passing day.. haiz..
to all those taking the 'O's with me this year.. good luck to all..

(10:18 PM)

Day 1..
the long awaited day that i have longed for has finally arrived... the trip to Hong Kong and China loomed before me.. only minutes away from my grasp.. we took cathay pacific there and boy i muz admit that it is way better than SIA.. seriuzly.. although i didn understand the cantonese they were tokin but the service was tops..
we made our first stop at Hong Kong International Airport frm which we made our way to the border and crossed over to china by bus.. from this very experience.. i can really tell that the chinese officials are very paranoid.. they checked my luggage 3 times... removing all of its contents... leavin my bag in a much untidy state...
we then checked into our hotel room at the Pavilion..and went downtown for some shoppin where i got a new watch...

Day 2..
woke up much earlier than usual due to a wake up call from my parents.. i heard that we were heading to my dad's head office in shenzhen china.. or which we were actually in.. lol.. the factory was also located side by side.. so we took a peek.. and i muz say.. these ppl are really proficient.. and the room is totally white...but wad the heck.. we went to the theme park and wow did i had a fun time there.. the log flume there wins the one at escape hands down.. u wont believe it until u experience it urself.. really.. the splash it makes is so big that if u didn have a raincoat on... its as good as standing under a waterfall... the splash was so tremendous that they had to protect the bridge ahead with glass to prevent the visitors from getting wet!!
as interesting as it sounds.. my parents only went on 1 ride.. while my bro onli 2... damn waste of money... haiz.. esp when the tic costs 140rmb... or ard $27.. haiz..

Day 3..
not surprisingly.. i woke up at 7 once again... and we set off to windows of the world as soon as breakfast was done.. this theme park.. is located directly opp the one we visted the day b4.. and consisted of real life strucutres frm ard the world only in a smaller scale.. and well after which we went on to dongmen.. where the shoppin heaven was..well or at least thats wad my parents painted to me.. when we went there... it was utter chaos... we could hardly move and broke off several times.. i did however managed to buy 4 shirts... at quite a bargain i muz say..at 180rmb.. or abt $36...

Day 4..
we set off to hong kong and the hotel rm we stayed is juz too good to be true.. i had the hong kong cbd skyline at my window.. the beautiful blue sea.. its juz too gd... of cuz e price will also be veri beautiful...lol.. we then headed to mongkok where the hong kong shoppin heaven is.. and we bought an endless lists of items..

Day 5..
nth much happened today... went shoppin again.. but dis time at the cbd area... had dinner at shang-gri-la hotel.. and omg .. the spread is juz too nice... indian.. jap.. western.. chinese.. etc etc..
the price per person?? HK420.. S$104.. luckily.. a friend of my dad paid for it.. we headed for the peak via a tram.. the tram goes up at a 45degree angle.. and boy was it fast.. the view at e peak.. juz magnificent.. i dun really noe how to explain it to you.. why dun u go there and see for urself?? =P

Day 6..
end of joy time.. and time to head back to sg.. reached sg at 3pm.. and the end...

(10:15 PM)