my 101th post on this blog of mine... since November of last year.. its been that many a post..hard to imagine i actually spent so much time blogging..lol..

ok thats besides the point right now.. so the results have come back.. the marks finalised.. as heres my result.. [ drum roll in BG ]

1. English 59.4 -----> C5
2. Chinese 57.0-----> C5
3. Emath 63.0 -----> B4
4. Amath 60.0-----> B4
5. Biology 67.1-----> B3
6. Phy/Chem 65.7-> B3
7. SS/Geog 46-----> D7

in total my L1R5=26 L1R4=19
totally unsatisfactory.. esp when my marks were all pulled down due to me.. writing out of point or the classic no link.. both my language were capable of getting a B4 and a B3 for english for the matter.. i failed my chinese compo with a devastating 22/50 cause i went out of point or rather focused on the wrong issue.. haiz.. english also went out of point but managed to attain 18/30.. not bad you would say.. i asked what would the likely i will score if i hadn't went out of point.. the answer.. 25/30.. my heart sank.. the proposal yet another blow..15/30 as i wrote in the summary instead of a comparison format.. my Hummanities.. i have not expected such red marks.. my common test was a satisfying A2... but now it has dropped 5grades.. too much of a blow to me.. as i received the papers one by one.. my eyes were shocked to see such marks.. i recall slamming my fist onto the floor when i saw sectionA of my geog.. obviously it caught some people's attention.. esp shiffa as she sat just beside me.. she tried to calm me down and consoled me sayin that many others failed just as i did.. but does that really matter? who cares if others failed.. it only serves to make u feel better nothing else.. the fact still remains that i have a red mark in my report card.. the battle i fight is against my biggest enemy.. not my friends but myself.. seeing a drop of 5 grades means i have been thrashed by a kenneth of 3months earlier.. one whom performed much better than he did now..
sharing my results with my parents not long ago was met with much nagging.. my father asking me to lower my expectations of entering another JC instead of TJC.. is he NUTS? trying to belittle me so early in the year.. asking me to lower down my expectations? that is the one thing i will not do.. not is this lifetime.. lowering my expectations is as good as resigning to the fact that i am incapable of entering that school and attaining that L1R5 score for that matter.. not trying to belittle me..who is he tryin to kid.. i am still a good 5months before the practical exams starts... and definitely not too late to push forward.. is he really convinced that i cannot attain such marks? is he going to be happy that i attain something below my expectations? is he trying to say that i should score as high as he did?[his was 16] lemme see.. that wont get me anywhere.. except maybe to yishun JC? not bad since the top A lvl student studied there.. this is not acceptable and i will not allow myself to resign to such a fate.. not in my life.. not in my afterlife.. not in my reincarnated self.. NEVER..

(7:24 PM)

the results have made their way back to the very hands which wrote those answers.. the hands worthy of of what the marks reads on the papers.. regardless whether it is a fail or a pass.. no matter how much u get.. never compare with others except yourself.. u can scold others who scored way higher than wad u did.. but ultimately u r just jealous or something close to it that you are not the one who got the marks.. u may be sulking that that guy is too good to be true and it is impossible to attain such high standards.. but is that all there is to it? its only the tip of the ice-berg my friend..
havin not scored as high only means you have not put as much work as he/she has.. not comprehend the subject enough.. thats wad it truly means.. u may call my entry BULLSHIT for all i care.. but i speak from personal experience.. i have been there done it.. the results i have gotten back so far have been rather satisfactory.. the fact that i have gotten all Bs and only 1 C5 for chinese[shucks].. it has shown tremendous improvements from the recent common test and last year's EOY.. both my math have attained B4.. nothing big to most but nonetheless an achievement to me.. judging that i have scored no more than a C6 for the major exams for both my maths.. my combined science though my chem wasnt wad i expected.. my phy pulled my marks up substantially.. a C6 for chem and A1 for phy saw my average to a B3.. 3 grades up from common test.. yes... so it aint all that impossible afterall.. its just how much effort u put in..
even after sayin these.. i find myself terribly guilty of jealousy still.. of leomard's marks.. amongst all the subjects.. i have only managed to beat him in physics.. that's it.. i found myself joining jian wei, tk and rhys in "cursing" him to get a fail for his english.. rendering all his marks useless.. what has become of me to actually stoop so low as to make myself content with the fact that all hope is not lost.. any exams is not abt winning your friends but winning yourself.. seeing an improvement in your marks for your subjects is a success nvm that u r still last in class.. at least u improved.. thats a stepping stone to greater heights.. thats the lesson i have learnt during this mid-year.. amen to that...

(7:28 PM)

arrr.. the highly.. wait a minute.. highly is an understatement.. extremely controversial novel's has been transformed to a movie.. one that would surely put all Christian's mind at thought.. The knights templar.. prioy of sion, guardians, Mary malendene.. and Jesus had a child with her[utter nonsense].. well.. i know some people would put the question to us on the real origin abt Christianity.. knowing that the bible was in fact made of several gospels.. chosen out of thousands.. questioning the origins of chrisitianity itself.. but does that really matters at all?? i mean.. does it? what matters is wad one's faith is set upon.. wad one believe in.. surely a single movie or novel would shake the foundations of the most influential religion of modern times..
then again i ask myself this question.. though of no relation to the movie what so ever... it truly is nevertheless intriguing.. why is it that christianity exist not as a whole body.. but of different "factions", catholics, jews, protestants.. does it really matter? yu heng once put the question forward to me as to why the above mentioned is so.. i didn't have an answer for him.. how was i to have one.. could it really be because christians disagree with each other? on the way the bible has been compiled? the conflicting ideology of what Christianity truly is? to whom we should really pray to? that answer can only be found upon those who spilt this religion to the respective factions.. but i do know that CHC[ City Harvest Church ] is one which does believe in this.. we are well.. "neutral" in a sense.. neither jew,catholic nor protestants.. just christians or what my cell group calls ourselves.. Harvester after our church name.. amen to that..


okok... enough mind stuff.. lol.. went to Lido with lucas, jia hui, hector, hazel, adeline, yu heng, tarnest.. yea we smuggled ourselves into the cinema.. well at least 4 of us did.. lol.. who cares.. almost all of us were 170cm+++ so it wasnt really a prob.. smiles.. lol.. in the cinema itself.. poor poor tarnest having to sit between me and yu heng.. we both bought LJS..yea.. combo 2.. mmmm.. =P.. i opened mine first.. the smell was simply mouth watering.. it entered tarnest nose.. hahaz.. poor guy.. only can look at drool.. lol.. i closed mine back.. saving it for the movie itself.. when it eventually started.. after like 25min of commercials.. i opened mine again.. the heavenly smell was still there.. diffusing once again into tarnest nose.. then yu heng opened his.. lol.. double waves.. hahaz.. Dobly Surround Sound... Tarnest Surround Smell.. LOL..
i finally watched a NC-16 movie.. hahaz.. yea.. woohoo i DID.. alright man.. illegally together with hazel, adeline and lucas.. YEAH!!

(9:08 PM)

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(5:34 PM)

here's an overview..

The trailer opens with a powerful orchestral piece, showing a desolate and dry desert area, which is the remaining rubble of New Mombasa, which was destroyed in Halo 2. Part of the broken space elevator as well as the obliterated New Mombassan bridge are shown in the background. Through the smoke and rubble of a ruined building Master Chief emerges, obscured occasionally by overlaid transmission images of Cortana who utters somewhat distorted messages:

"I have defied Gods, and Demons."

"I am your Shield, I am your Sword."

"I know you; your Past, your Future"

"This is the way the world ends."

Cortana's lines use a trochaic heptameter, also used by Gravemind in Halo 2. Fans have speculated that the voice of Gravemind can also be heard, mirroring Cortana's words, leading many to believe Gravemind plays a part in Cortana's speech, possibly even speaking through Cortana to the Master Chief. Another possible explanation is that the transmission started off with heavy distortion and corruption. This is evidenced as the transmission improved drastically with each attempt of communication. Notably, the Master Chief is seen holding what appears to be an MA5B Assault Rifle from the original Halo, which was not included in Halo 2. The rifle also appears to have received some minor visual modifications and perhaps a complete revamp from the original. A Bungie employee has stated, "Who says it's the standard Assault Rifle? Doesn't look identical to me…" hinting at a whole new weapon. He is also wearing new gloves which may be part of speculative Mark VI MJOLNIR armor upgrade (the armor shown appeared slightly different from that in Halo 2).

Overhead, a massive Covenant armada (the "excavation fleet," as it was called by Bungie) holds position over an enormous crater where the Chief is currently overlooking. The crater contains an expansive metallic structure, over three miles in diameter, stated by Bungie to be a Forerunner related structure. Whether this is the Ark or a ship similiar to the one the Prophet of Truth took to Earth at the end of Halo 2 is unclear, although it bears a striking resemblance to the ship's interior.

Above the crater, there is a massive maelstrom in the sky caused by "massive, never before seen subatomic forces" probably emanating from the gigantic domed structure. Banshees and Covenant warships fly by, but pay no attention to the Master Chief. The camera then switches from the crater to the cliffs as a part of them fall and then zooms in onto the Master Chief's visor.

The camera turns from a glowing reflection on the Chief's visor and zooms out, revealing a grandiose scene as the mysterious structure is awakened. The structure begins to unfold, similar to a blooming flower, and rises above the ground as Covenant ships reverse direction and speed away from it. The device emits an energy pulse into the funneling skies as the trailer ends with Cortana stating the last line, "This is the way the world ends." It is unclear what the pulse actually is, but it could mean that this stucture, whether it is the Ark, or a transmitter that is activated from the Ark, could have sent the confirmation code to the remaining six rings (originally 7, but the Master Chief and Cortana destroyed one by Threshold). This refers to the first letter from "Cortana's Letters", which preceded the announcement of the first Halo . Also noticed was an accent on the word "this" as if she is rejecting T.S. Eliot's famous quote from his poem, The Hollow Men:

This is the way the world ends

Not with a bang but a whimper.

The trailer was produced entirely using the Xbox 360 hardware in real-time. After the E³ showing, Bungie demonstrated the real-time nature of the demo by moving the camera around and moving Master Chief to demonstrate the game's visual effects.

The music in the trailer utilized a 60 piece orchestra and a 24 piece choir. On Bungie's site, composer Marty O'Donnell states his goals for the trailer's music.

"I want them to feel pride and longing the moment Master Chief walks out of the smoke, I want them to get excited and perhaps even froth at the mouth when they see the Covenant Capital ship and then the incredible buried artifact. I want them to be left with that, 'I can hardly wait to play this game' feeling by the end with a slight, 'I wonder what she meant by that' aftertaste."

this is the alleged menu of HALO 3



a grunt crossing sign?[its in the trailer]

Confirmed facts about Halo 3

• According to Bungie's statements about Halo 3, Master Chief and Cortana are still separated from each other. This is evident in the teaser trailer.
• According to the Bungie website, scenes in the trailer are mixtures of different scenes and animations from the actual game, which include the space elevator wreckage that Master Chief walks through at the beginning of the trailer.
• The Bungie website also alluded to "a devastated and Covenant controlled Earth", and the fact that something buried underneath the surface of Earth will play a major part of the story. This most likely refers to the Forerunner object shown rising out of the valley in the trailer, presumably the Ark.
• Master Chief may carry a refined version of the original Halo: Combat Evolved video game's MA5B Assault Rifle.
• Bungie revealed that the game would have a new "materials system" so advanced that "you could see light reflect off the ground and onto his armor. A new materials system shows the difference between his armor and the rubber undersuit. It's so detailed that if you bring the camera close to the Master Chief's visor, you see everything in front of him reflected in it, right down to the ammo counter in his rifle" . In addition, there would be new advanced texturing to reflect permanent, persistent damage.
• In the trailer, Master Chief's Mark VI armor is battle-worn and laser-scored. Developer Marcus Letho's response: "The Chief is shown as warrior who has seen horrific battle – and it shows. The Earth is dry, barren, ravaged by the Covenant."
• Halo 3, as Bungie has stated, will be the conclusion to the current story arc, which doesn't rule out other Halo games. "Bungie announces Halo 3, the third and final game in the Halo Trilogy". However, it should be noted that in a FAQ on the official Bungie website it says, "Q: Is this the last ever Halo game? A: It is the conclusion to this story arc." This leaves open the possibility of future Halo games.
• With the release of the trailer Bungie has declared publicly that Gravemind, who originally appeared midway through Halo 2, is an intelligence of Flood origin.
• Bungie refused to deny or confirm whether the Elites and their followers (Grunts & Hunters) are allied with the Humans now, due to the rift developed between the Prophets and the Elites in Halo 2. However, due to the fact that the Arbiter worked with Sergeant Johnson to kill Tartarus and to prevent the activation of Delta Halo, an alliance is very likely. Two Banshees also fly very close to the Master Chief, apparently without reaction. Though if we are seeing a depiction of the Great Journey, they might not have bothered, since the 'Demon' is too late to stop it.
• Bungie has confirmed the following basic plot points from what the teaser trailer revealed: Master Chief is back on a throughly conquered and controlled Covenant Earth. Cortana is still a prisoner of the Gravemind. Finally, the Covenant ships are hovering over an excavation site only a couple miles from New Mombasa.
• Bungie has also stated that the rising structure seen in the trailer should be familiar to Halo fans. To that end, seven pairs of tower structures ringing the dome call to mind the Rampancy logo. In addition, speculation suggests that it might also be the mysterious "Ark" mentioned at the end of Halo 2.
• The Master Chief from Halo and Halo 2 is confirmed to be the Spartan in the Halo 3 trailer. With many people claiming it isn't, Bungie has stated it is in fact Spartan 117, and have yet to release any information on the whereabouts of Will, Fred, Linda, or Kelly.
• The surface the trailer takes place is in fact Earth, or more specifically, New Mombasa in Kenya, Africa. Mount Kilimanjaro can be seen in the background.
• Halo 3 and the Halo Movie could come out at the same time, however "The two will not affect each other in terms of release dates."

(7:31 PM)

--- To the special you........



You have to read this it is absolutely beautiful......


Each year he sent her roses,
and the note would always say,
I love you even more this year,
than last year on this day.
My love for you will always grow,
with every passing year."

She knew this was the last time
that the roses would appear.
She thought, he ordered roses
in advance before this day.
Her loving husband did not know,
that he would pass away.

He always liked to do things early,
way before the time.
Then, if he got too busy,
everything would work out fine.

She trimmed the stems and
placed them in a very special vase.
Then, sat the vase beside
the portrait of his smiling face.

She would sit for hours,
In her husband's favorite chair.
While staring at his picture,
and the roses sitting there.

A year went by, and it was
to live without her mate.
With loneliness and solitude,
that had become her fate.

Then, the very hour,
The doorbell rang, and there
were roses sitting by her door.

She brought the roses in,
and then just looked at them in shock.
Then, went to get the telephone,
to call the florist shop.

The owner answered, and she asked him,
if he would explain, Why would someone would
do this to her, causing her such pain?

"I know your husband passed away,
more than a year ago,"
The owner said,
"I knew you'd call, and you would want to know.
The flowers you received today,
were paid for in advance.
Your husband always planned ahead,
he left nothing to chance.
There is a standing order,
that I have on file down here,
And he has paid, well in advance,
you'll get them every year.

There also is another thing,
that I think you should know,
He wrote a special little card...he did this years ago.
Then, should ever I find out that he's no longer here, that's the card that should be sent to you
the following year."

She thanked him and hung up the phone, her tears now flowing hard.
Her fingers shaking,
as she slowly reached to get the card.

Inside the card, she saw that he had written her a note.
Then, as she stared in total silence,
this is what he wrote...

"Hello my love, I know it's been a year
since I've been gone.
I hope it hasn't been too hard for you to overcome.
I know it must be lonely,
and the pain is very real.

Or if it was the other way,
I know how I would feel.
The love we shared made everything
so beautiful in life.
I loved you more than words can say,
you were the perfect wife.
You were my friend and lover,
you fulfilled my every need.
I know it's only been a year,
but please try not to grieve.

I want you to be happy,
even when you shed your tears.
That is why the roses will be sent to you for years.
When you get these roses,
think of all the happiness that we had together,
and how both of us were blessed.
I have always loved you and
I know I always will.
But, my love, you must go on,
you have some living still.

Please...try to find happiness,
while living out your days.
I know it is not easy,
but I hope you find some ways.

The roses will come every year,
and they will only stop,
When your door's not answered,
when the florist stops to knock.
He will come five times that day,
in case you have gone out.
But after his last visit,
he will know without a doubt!
To take the roses to the place,
where I've instructed him
and place the roses where we are,
together once again.

Sometimes in life, you find a special friend;
Someone who changes your life
just by being part of it.
Someone who makes you laugh
until you can't stop;
Someone who makes you believe
that there really is good in the world.
Someone who convinces you
that there really is an unlocked door
just waiting for you to open it...

(8:04 PM)

vesak day... finally a rest from all that overburdening stress. or at least thats how i call it.. but somehow smth does not feel right... one normally would be able to sit right infront of the computor or console and play to their hearts content.. not for me though.. it juz didn feel right from the start.. for the past few days.. i have been living my life revolving around my books.. for me to have a switch now is just way too sudden.. the computor games i used to adore playing did not seem to have an impact on me anymore.. grown out of it?? i dont know.. wad i do know is HALO2 is a game i will never be bored of.. sadly.. my x-box down.. yea.. sad aint it..

well.. i beg to differ for those who agree to the above statement.. what truly disheartenting is that.. my uncle is currently in ICU.. not becuz of any accidents.. but becuz his heart is failing.. visited him yesterday.. to see him lying in that vegetable state.. is.. *sobbing* i do not know how to express it really.. there are now 9 machines supporting him.. his nervous system aint working.. his body is lifeless with only his brain alive.. due to the low BP.. his kidney are failing too forcing him to go under dialysis.. adding yet another machine to support him.. totalling it to 10 machines.. i gaped when i saw what had become of him.. he was fine when i visited him during CNY.. barely 4months later.. *sighs*from what i heard.. we are considering pulling the plug on him.. if that happens.. what will become of his son?
to be frank.. my family is open to letting him stay with us for awhile.. or at least till the situation goes back under control.. i really do not know wad to say really..

(9:21 AM)

there i was in that hall.. sitting at my allocated place.. mind in a swirl going through all the formulas which i have painstakenly memorize the past few weeks.. as i mumbled to myself to recall them.. deep within the enclosures of my mind.. i know it was a battle for my freedom.. im not really sure whether anyone even knew this..
people probably would treat this mid year as smth trivial.. a part of a typical secondary 4 student in singapore.. an exam one had no hope of surviving.. or one would put it as an attempt to overcome extremely fucked up papers.. another a way for the school to force the cohort into remedial and spark our mind that it is still not too late to start preparing.. to me.. it is much more than just that alone..
true as what others might have said.. mine is a completely different point of view.. one which has been personalised.. to me.. it is a battle for freedom as i have stated above.. one that would determine how i would lead my life till GCE O levels.. if my marks are below satisfaction.. study groups would be taken away, i would be forced to mug everyday.. i will not be able to be writing this entry as i am doing right now.. the one satuary that i can feel a sense of belonging, a sense of renewed faith, the place that would inspire me to carry on with life no matter how big the burden of dispair and failure one must carry.. those who know.. well.. it is church.. the sacred place where i can be close to him.. the one place where i can be intimate with him.. to tell him all my sorrows.. the one place where people will never laugh at you.. never mock at you.. never criticise you.. a place where everyone seems so different from the Singapore i know..
if even that is taken away from my grasp.. i have no idea what am i going to do abt my life.. u maybe thinking that it cant be that bad since i have endured it for the past 3 months.. yes and no.. yes cuz it is my main driving force to make me study..to be able to step back into that building without fearing that i will not be able to do so the following week..[happened during svc on easter] that was the kind of feeling i had.. not being able to go back.. i cant even bear to harbor that thought.. everyone in church whom i know.. have been encouraging me.. calling me to check on me.. to talk to me to assure me that everything is going to be alright.. i thank you.. this is the reason as to why i cannot go below my expectations.. or my parents expectations for that matter.. getting an improvement from the earlier common test aint going to be any feat.. i muz get what i got during my lower sec days.. before i came under the influence of several events.. which have unfortunately produced undesirable outcomes.. these are what have architect my short comings during that past year.. and i muz move out of that.. and rise from the rubbles and debris which covers me..
what has been done cannot be undone.. how true that is.. i agree totally with that.. i have studied, burned the midnight oil, sat for the exam and now here i am typing this entry.. the only written paper left is Emath 1... which will take place on monday.. the rest which remains are CL listening and phy/chem 1[MCQ].. after which is the EL oral..
i just wish i can pass through this ordeal.. and by god's grace.. i know i can..

(7:39 PM)

so the exams has finally started.. well it did yesterday.. with the CL exams.. not exactly sure why the school went against of having EL first.. but anyways.. today.. my gosh..

THE MOST COMICAL THING HAPPENED!

yea u read right.. comicial!!

wad so comical?? well.. while i was doing the paper 2 of EL... the section summary which i am sure most of you are extremely farmiliar with.. i wrote a first draft.. which was around 200words.. i did not cancelation wad so ever.. and i did another one which was to be submitted.. at the end when the scripts were to be collected i crushed the correct one by mistake.. yup.. handed up a once crushed now crumpled piece of work for my MYEs.. lol..
of cuz i muz thank jasmine tai.. she made me realize my honest mistake.. much to the delight of many in my class who made a huge commotion about it.. of cuz it is now officially hot topic in dmn.. wad a fool i made of myself.. hahaz.. well.. i suppose thats one way of ending the first week of examinations and the end of the language papers.. hahaz.. yea.. i know it is not really that funny a joke. esp when it happens during an exam.. but nevertheless its wad i call comic relief.. hahaz..
okok.. off topic once more..lol.. the exams are now 2 down with 5subz to go.. wish us all luck kz? and of cuz those taking exams.. good luck to u guys too.. for the tian cais.. dun tink u need em right? pass em on to us.. =P

(9:53 PM)

fooling around? or juz making a nuisance in class every single damn time.. to them.. they find it hilarious to desrupt the class with some of their lame acts.. prime example.. gabriel soh, wei mind and kenneth yong.. they tied leonard up last friday and was caught by Ms Si.. who later referred them to Mr Bernard.. do they not know the dangers involved in such sadistic acts? what if he gets hurt? are they willing to pay for his medical bills if he gets hospitalized? if he falls and a blood clot forms in his brain..causing him to suffer from a stroke.. will you be responsible for it? or juz push the blame around.. unfortunately i think you will choose the latter.. im sure some of you may think that i'm exaggerating this point.. i must clarify.. this is no joke, it is a fact.. a stroke can happen due to a simple fall which injures the head..

this is a real life account

During a BBQ, a friend stumbled and took a little fall - she assured everyone that she was fine (they offered to call paramedics) and just tripped over a brick because of her new shoes. They got her cleaned up and got her a new plate of food - while she appeared a bit shaken up, Ingrid went about enjoying herself the rest of the evening. Ingrid's husband called later telling everyone that his wife had been taken to the hospital - (at 6:00pm, Ingrid passed away.) She had suffered a stroke at the BBQ. Had they known how to identify the signs of a stroke, perhaps Ingrid would be with us today. Some don't die. They end up in a helpless, hopeless condition instead.
It only takes a minute to read this...
A neurologist says that if he can get to a stroke victim within 3 hours he can totally reverse the effects of a stroke...totally. He said the trick was getting a stroke recognized, diagnosed, and then getting the patient medically cared for within 3 hours, which is tough.

shocking as it is.. it is true.. every aspect of it.. ok lets not stray from the topic..

another example would be well.. there is no specific date.. yea thats how frequent it occurs.. in every single one of Mrs Toh[SS teacher] lessons.. wei ming and shing chun will never fail to make a fool out of her.. disrupting the class and losing precious minutes due to their acts of stupidity.. yes i agree that the way she teaches is not favoured by many of us.. but she has been allocated to us.. so just leave with it! there is nothing u can do abt it.. whether u like it or not.. u r gonna have to live with it for the rest of the year.. and that is a fact of life.. so deal with it.. if u r so childish as not being able to adapt to the situation.. then i have nothing better to say.. seriously.. just because u dun like her.. dun bloody disrupt the whole damn class.. u not happy with her.. just write or tell her constructive comments on how she can better teach us and improve on her teaching skills.. despite the fact that she is a veteran in the education sector.. there is always that room for improvement..
sure u may ask why then hasnt other students brought up this matter? well.. they were not as "childish" as my current class as to disrupt the class and make her blow her top to the extent that she leaves the class!! yes.. that is exactly how bad the situation is over here..

but i do not really think that matters now... what worries me is that our class chairperson who was VOTED by the class is setting a bad example to all of us.. he is part of all the plots played on others.. always talking to others during class.. and his results are not exactly exemplary.. then why is he not doing anything to pull up those grades.. well i do not have the answer for that as he only knows it.. what he wants to do with his life is completely in his hands.. there is nothing we can do abt it .. other than to give him advice on where to head to.. and of cuz.. TO PULL UP HIS SOCKS before it is too late.. with O levels fast approaching and mid years starting tml.. i really do not know how to help this guy.. he seems to be immune to advices..
if u read this.. no offence.. cuz its true.. so start reflecting on your behaviour and your attitude towards your studies.. and of cuz the contributions u have made towards the class as CLASS CHAIRPERSON... for crying out loud.. u r not a figurehead!!

(3:51 PM)