i never expected not to make it.. maybe i did.. if i were to go head on with justin for QM.. he would win hands down taking into account his experience in scouts.. i thought i would at least grab a position in the ex-co.. never did i expect myself to fail.. maybe the position of REACH rep is truly a blessing in disguise.. not cuz it would make my testimonial look nice.. alright so maybe it is one of the reasons.. but more rather.. it would give my JC life a purpose.. something i can drive myself to do.. to accomplish..

becca_ kenneth,yep! being given the chance to lead isnt what life is all about. =)

i agree that given a chance to lead is not what is truly about.. but it gives me a sense of accomplishment within.. something in which i can be proud of.. something which will indefinitely aid my healing pride.. which has taken several beatings the past few months.. i shall not digress into it.. nor will i tell u anyways.. i really dun wish to talk abt it..

either ways.. so many stuff happened the past week.. firstly was NAFA.. i ran the fastest yet.. a timing of 10min29sec.. it may not be exceptionally fast.. but its my personal best.. it attained me an A grade for my 2.4km.. i did well for 5stations too.. my results are as follows..

1. Sit-Ups - 50
2. Stand board jump - 252cm
3. Sit & Reach - 52cm
4. shuttle run - 9.6sec
5. Pull-ups - 8
6. 2.4km - 10min29sec

all got an A grade except Pull-ups.. my gosh.. i needed just one more to get an A.. ahh.. so much for Meridian Ironman.. sigh.. o well..

NUS spider research led me hongqing aiman amirah to NUS for a briefing on both wed and sat.. given an insight into what we got ourselves into and the intricate instruments we had to handle.. it really is interesting and i am already excited at the prospect on researching spiders!! especially why they put web deco on their webs when it would only make it more obvious for prey and predator to see it.. hmm.. who knows.. i may just be able to crack this mystery.. and nope.. scientists are still baffled by this.. no concrete discoveries made just of yet.. unfortunately.. this research would burn out an entire week and a half of the holidays.. talk about commitment.. haha..

Colosseum.. high jumps finals commenced even before i knew it.. i wasn't even prepared for it at all!! nevertheless.. i jumped.. starting from 7jumpers and an initial height of 1.2m.. we are now down to 4.. and at a height of 1.5m.. due to erm.. unexpected performances.. lol.. the whole thing had to be adjourned to monday.. it being TML!! gosh.. i'm really not sure if i can make it through.. i will try my best.. i always have.. but now its my the bestest efforts.. or so i hope i can harness that.. doubts over my ability really ain't gonna help much.. i simply have to press on.. and persevere.. never looking back.. only forward..

as the quote says.. look up for inspiration.. look down in desperation.. but never look left or right for information..
ok.. so maybe it had little relevance to what i was putting across.. but u get the point..

with so many activities.. i had to compromise on alot of stuff.. including cheerleadin prac and cell group.. i dont mean to not go for these.. but i cant afford the time.. or more likely.. it clashed with my current activities!! anyways.. all the best to TRITON CHEERLEADING!! give em smth to rock on! give em something we can be proud of! make the other houses look on with awe!! u can do it!! i know u can.. we know u can!!


another random pic... heng with super small milo packet.. have u ever seen one so small b4??

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