i find myself really quiet the past 2 days.. even during the learning journey.. this despite me having fun at katong playing pool with half of my class.. yea.. half.. maybe less.. cuz the class literally split into 2 "factions".. sigh.. i really don't know what to do.. i've been zoning out ever too often.. thinking about why this is so.. an answer never did come.. i do not know why..

i ain't myself the past few days.. been way too quiet for my own good.. not my usual jovial self.. i actually felt empty inside.. probably due to recent incidents which i will not digress into.. went to bishan with kevan today.. for the interview to be a Bay Ambassador which simply is a helper at the national day parade.. my hopes have been dampen though.. as i will not be able to make it on the actual day.. yea.. sad right.. cuz i will be having my ODAC cluster trip.. and CCA unfortunately takes priority.. sigh.. o well.. i love ODAC to the core anyways.. and at least it frees up my saturday times.. at least i get to celeb my bdae more appropriately!! *hints*.. heys.. that's as much i'm gonna tell u! lol..

anyways.. i'm leaving for M'sia tml to climb moung belumut.. cant wait for it.. although i have to report in sch like at 6.30am.. zzz.. o heck.. ODAC will rock the mountain and others will feel the mountain tremble.. wahhahaha.. ok.. i gotta go sleep now.. if not gonna be zombie tml!!

(9:46 PM)