with everything else falling into place.. there is but these few pieces left to piece together before the end of the term..
ODAC had our Ex-co Elections.. 14brave souls stepped up to the plate.. only 6 will emerge.. i am one of the 14.. we gave our speeches.. told our jokes.. explained the extremely lame "moral" behind those jokes.. and had an erm.. Q n A.. it seriously felt more like an interrogation.. not cuz it was one.. but rather the length of the session.. we stood there.. in a line.. for around 45min.. longer then the duration taken for us to deliver our individual speeches.. many of the questions were opened to all of us.. many taken by ivan, bo bo, eugene and myself.. i am not certain if i will be able to make it.. but i must stay confident.. kevan has made it.. becca did it.. now is my turn to shine..
easier said then done though.. i nv expected the J2 to vote.. let alone the J3 and J4.. with everyone given 6 votes.. i would have to gether at least 40 votes to stand a fighting chance.. to make matters worse.. the results would be out on friday.. i have an appointment at the National Skin Center that day.. best part would be its at 3.40! at best i would reach back around 6+!! goodness.. i also have an instructor's test that day.. well at least i will have more time to study for it.. but that aint the point! i would have to take the test alone!! meaning.. it would be stricter!! o gosh.. this is seriously gonna be a prob!
to top that test.. i have 6 others coming up this week.. first of which is Nafa!! coming up on monday and thurs!! and then is bio on tues.. followed by.. get rdy for this.. chem math econs chinese on thurs.. which would make 5 tests on thurs itself! its total nonsense really! even so.. i should have expected this.. i am after all in MJC..
maybe i am enjoying myself a little too much already.. it might be too late.. esp with all the activities i planned for the june holidays.. including a camp right before the mid year exam.. i must really be out of my mind.. really.. i've lost it! should i withdraw from it? i already have done so for the zoolympix, allowing me one more weekend to study with.. would that be enuf? i mean the camp itself is 5D4N... from monday to friday.. is it going to be enuf? enuf to secure my goal of attaining a min of Cs for all the exams? i mean.. i aint in sec sch anymore..
i am really at a lost.. i need time to re-evaluate myself.. what exactly i am doing.. argh..


to end it off.. here's a random pic for yea.. ^~^
that's one for all the guys.. haha..

(8:45 PM)