i've hit a dead-end.. everyone who made it to the 53rd intake and are in MJC have hit one.. here i am blogging. my letter of confirmation of my selection to the 53rd CLT intake staring back at me.. only 1 thing seperates me from the course.. i need to attain permission from my current principle.. to absent from school for a whole 2 weeks.. so that i may finish what i started and continue to lead my unit to further glory.. as their CLT.. or to any unit which i may be posted to..
infront of me stands a pliable wall.. made of hollow stone.. a blow from our fists will be enough to destroy it so we may continue our path.. mustering the strength will be easy.. but the courage to do so is hard.. durin that 2weeks will be the announcement of our PW groups and topics and training[what ever it is gonna train us in? don't know].. the multiple lectures and tutorials we will be missing.. the syllabus we have to catch up so we may not lag behind the rest..
to me.. its a sacrifice i am more than willing to take.. to don that coveted rank and above all to lead those who will follow to guide them so they may soar to greater heights.. so their unit may attain or MAINTAIN their Gold status..
there will be a briefing on 23march.. i am most likely to attend it.. to at least notify the IC of what will become of my application.. in my eyes.. i see only 2 future to it.. one is that i am willing but unable to attend the course due to certain obstacles.. or i will continue and the rest is self explanatory..
i truly hope i can attend the course.. but much more thinking is required.. maybe my principle had purpose for not letting us go.. i'm sure she does.. i just have to see it that way..
my fist nonetheless rest ready to punch a hole in that wall which obstructs me..

(11:26 AM)