Contradictory
Saturday, March 03, 2007
Something which i dug out from my old post..
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I feel  happy but sad.
 I feel  energetic but exhausted.
 I am in  love and out of love.
 I have  aims and dreams but feel lost.
 I have  move on but live in the past.
 I want to  love but am tired of loving.
 I am  loved but dont feel the love.
 I love  communication but love the silence.
 Friends  are with me, but i feel lonely inside.
 I need  you but can live on without you.
 There are  smiles on my face , but tears in my heart.
 I want  you to know i love you, but dont want to tell you.
 I love  you. You love him. And i treat him as my bud.
 You are  so close yet so far.
 I wish  you call, but fear to hear your voice.
 I wish to  see you, but fear the flashbacks.
 I am here  and there. Here in the present There in the past. So where am i really at?
 I love  you. But do you love me too?
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Pain has always been in my  heart.
 Memories has  always been in my mind.
 You have  always been in my heart & mind.
 When will the  pain be gone?
 When will the  memories be just mere memories?
 When will you  be hidden deep in my heart & mind?
 When will i stop loving you?
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(11:43 AM)