Countdowns.. so many to Countdown to.. closest being Sch National Day Celebration which i am going to receive my award and probably the last time i am going to don on my Coveted NO3 Uniform.. sigh.. next would be obviously our nation's 41 Birthday.. a day for all to remember and celebrate out achivements and victory against all odds in all aspects of life..
thirdly would be to my prelims.. 35days before the start of the English Paper.. 35 more days.. how fast exactly has time passed? sometimes i wonder to myself if i had given my all into studyin for this examinations.. one that would determine where and how i will be spending my 3months after the O lvls.. in a JC? or juz to slack around/work... either ways.. i realised in one way or another.. there has been significant improvement in my daily school work and my concentration span is longer then ever.. a sign that i want to do well for my O lvls? or just the result of ridding a heavy burden off my back.. one that has shifted my focus upon the wrong things.. one that made me have my priorities wrong.. one that made me harbor evil thoughts.. yes... that burden is as bad as it gets.. but now that everything is back to normal, i sincerely hope it will stay this way.. its been a long ardous journey to reconciling with them.. though i know that the incident that sparked the whole thing at the beginnnig of the year was no fault of mine...[yes i stand adamant towards my decision]. wait.. why am i even still brooding over it?
all in all.. this week has been to an extent rather hectic.. 2tests on monday.. 1 today.. 2tml and another on thurs.. my gosh.. so many to study for.. argh.. so yea..i tink u got the message right? i gotta go now.. have to study.. =P.. YES STUDY..



(4:57 PM)