the results have made their way back to the very hands which wrote those answers.. the hands worthy of of what the marks reads on the papers.. regardless whether it is a fail or a pass.. no matter how much u get.. never compare with others except yourself.. u can scold others who scored way higher than wad u did.. but ultimately u r just jealous or something close to it that you are not the one who got the marks.. u may be sulking that that guy is too good to be true and it is impossible to attain such high standards.. but is that all there is to it? its only the tip of the ice-berg my friend..
havin not scored as high only means you have not put as much work as he/she has.. not comprehend the subject enough.. thats wad it truly means.. u may call my entry BULLSHIT for all i care.. but i speak from personal experience.. i have been there done it.. the results i have gotten back so far have been rather satisfactory.. the fact that i have gotten all Bs and only 1 C5 for chinese[shucks].. it has shown tremendous improvements from the recent common test and last year's EOY.. both my math have attained B4.. nothing big to most but nonetheless an achievement to me.. judging that i have scored no more than a C6 for the major exams for both my maths.. my combined science though my chem wasnt wad i expected.. my phy pulled my marks up substantially.. a C6 for chem and A1 for phy saw my average to a B3.. 3 grades up from common test.. yes... so it aint all that impossible afterall.. its just how much effort u put in..
even after sayin these.. i find myself terribly guilty of jealousy still.. of leomard's marks.. amongst all the subjects.. i have only managed to beat him in physics.. that's it.. i found myself joining jian wei, tk and rhys in "cursing" him to get a fail for his english.. rendering all his marks useless.. what has become of me to actually stoop so low as to make myself content with the fact that all hope is not lost.. any exams is not abt winning your friends but winning yourself.. seeing an improvement in your marks for your subjects is a success nvm that u r still last in class.. at least u improved.. thats a stepping stone to greater heights.. thats the lesson i have learnt during this mid-year.. amen to that...

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