vesak day... finally a rest from all that overburdening stress. or at least thats how i call it.. but somehow smth does not feel right... one normally would be able to sit right infront of the computor or console and play to their hearts content.. not for me though.. it juz didn feel right from the start.. for the past few days.. i have been living my life revolving around my books.. for me to have a switch now is just way too sudden.. the computor games i used to adore playing did not seem to have an impact on me anymore.. grown out of it?? i dont know.. wad i do know is HALO2 is a game i will never be bored of.. sadly.. my x-box down.. yea.. sad aint it..

well.. i beg to differ for those who agree to the above statement.. what truly disheartenting is that.. my uncle is currently in ICU.. not becuz of any accidents.. but becuz his heart is failing.. visited him yesterday.. to see him lying in that vegetable state.. is.. *sobbing* i do not know how to express it really.. there are now 9 machines supporting him.. his nervous system aint working.. his body is lifeless with only his brain alive.. due to the low BP.. his kidney are failing too forcing him to go under dialysis.. adding yet another machine to support him.. totalling it to 10 machines.. i gaped when i saw what had become of him.. he was fine when i visited him during CNY.. barely 4months later.. *sighs*from what i heard.. we are considering pulling the plug on him.. if that happens.. what will become of his son?
to be frank.. my family is open to letting him stay with us for awhile.. or at least till the situation goes back under control.. i really do not know wad to say really..

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