WED
the track heats has finally arrived.. me and yu heng are set to run for the 100m as we prepared ourselves running 2 laps around the stadium.. then again.. we were beaten.. and i mean miserably.. we both finished nearly the last of our heats... sigh..
either ways.. we had this obsession with taking part in the high jump the next day.. we started jumping as soon as we set up the equipments.. the training for this was supposedly for PIONEERS only.. then other KPO houses came and requested to jump.. being nice.. we lowered the height from 1.35m to 1m.. then i finally realized that girls these days are getting more bitchy and arrogant.. she started saying that we are deliberately trying to suan us.. and when she tried to jump.. she didn clear it.. so we just had a run to boost confidence by walking over the bar.. then she shouted at me asking me not to show off.. WTF.. is she mentally sound? this is PIONEER training damn it.. if u aint happy with us letting u in.. then SCRAM!! so what if i can clear it and u dont? it just means i am better then you so JUST FACE IT.. damn.. the next thing they did was the other houses demanded we leave the scene.. -.-" crap..
after those brats left.. we contd and tried 1.37m.. which apparently only me, yong cheng and rezza cleared.. sian.. Lih Yuan then came to teach us the right way.. was so grateful then the weather had to change and rain again.. once again on a PIONEER trianing.. sigh..

THURS
the day of the field finals came.. and i am well sorta despo in getting into the high jump squad.. my target.. to take out HARI.. as i am confident i can jump higher.. yh also wanted the spot... so we compromised and decided to jump during recess to determine.. since i had PE as my first lesson.. i set up the equipment to practice awhile and it seem that i perform well today.. boosting my confidence.. but then again.. i didn know the height i clear.. why? cuz the stupid markings on the pole are rusted away.. proving the fact that the sch is not interested in funding the sports faction.. investing into other stuff... sigh..
recess came and so we jumped and jumped and jumped... i cleared the highest height.. on par with rezza and yong cheng.. which meant yh and Hari are out.. sorry guys.. but i really want this place.. i promised myself that i will excel..
Finals came and not surprisin that jeannette and lih yuan were first and second for the B girls.. lih yuan had the chance at clearing 1.42m.. her first attempt was successful.. but the pole fell.. i was sure that it was 3sec b4 the pole fell.. but thanks to Mr Sim ignorance.. it was void.. i could clearly see lih yuan mouthin the word F***.. her next 2 tries were in vain.. i could see the fustration in her.. sigh.. too bad gal..
our turn was next and pioneer passed the qualifying height of 1.3m with much ease.. did so till 1.39 where we had difficulty.. this was the record set by lih yuan earlier.. rezza cleared on second attempt.. me on third attempt.. phew.. lol.. but yong cheng crashed out.. carried on the 1.45m.. we both failed.. according to mr lew and jeannette.. i failed by a little bit.. my fingers.. catching the pole.. argh.. damn.. so that was it.. pioneer out... then again i am proud.. i passed my personal best of 1.37m.. now 1.45m.. cuz i tried after the whole thing and clear. crap.. no use now..
Roy.. was there not to cheer us on.. but to aggrevate every single one of us.. asking his own house to lose.. wtf.. demoralizing us.. what made me contd was the prospect of making ROY eat his words.. and i did.. clearing 1.39m.. yup.. lol...that faggot.. talk so big.. saying he want to join and can jump higher than me.. LOL.. i didn noe whether to laugh or to cry..lol..
o yea.. b4 the finals.. this guy approached me with mr lew saying he want to take over me in the high jumps.. wtf.. lets analyze.. he nv trianed with us.. no technique.. and i dont even noe him!! i have been training for this since the 2nd training.. and he comes to me at the 11th hour askin me to give out my place to him.. mr lew was unconvinced with my answer... so he asked us to reach for a branch.. he touched.. i barely.. then he ruled in favour of that guy.. hu is a bballer.. totally not a fair test and jeannette protested to mr lew.. like duh.. come on.. high jump aint how high u can jump.. lucas didn even qualify!! its abt technique and how high u can lift your DAMN LEGS.. not how high u can propel your body upwards!! managed to convince mr lew in the end.. good grace.. mr lew mindset is somewhat narrow minded wont u agree?? and no offence k cher?

(10:17 PM)