a F9 for a math doesen seem to be the end of this torment.. chinese was so hard.. didn even understand the passage.. but that didn seem bad enuf.. english marks for the first part came back.. kenneth yau.. 8/25... my jaw dropped.. i mean literally.. only 3 passed the section.. which is total crap!! i know the passage was chim and all.. but this is ridiculous! how can i get 8?! this means i must get at least 17 for my summary to pass!!! argh..
rest of the day was well.. rather sleepy.. i spent most of my time not listenin to class.. but rather thinking abt other stuff.. primarily abt my results and the consequences i had to suffer cuz of it.. friendship connnection this week at CHC and i was going to bring one of my friend along and this had to happen.. i might have seen her life saved as she accepts jesus as her saviour but guess that will have to wait for a very long time to come.. she would only go if i went.. which i am unable to cuz my dad forbid me.. sianz..
the fact that i will be away from CHC for 2 whole months erks me.. how can i be away from the house of GOD for 2 whole months? its just unimaginable.. really.. CHC may allow me to watch the svc from home via internet.. but the feeling aint the same.. sigh..
other thoughts included friends.. family issues.. esp with my dad.. NCC.. and a whole loads of stuff which are well personal.. duh..
life goes on.. and by faith i know the lord will lead me out of this..

(10:00 PM)