Contradictory
Friday, March 10, 2006
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I feel happy but sad.
I feel energetic but exhausted.
I am in love and out of love.
I have aims and dreams but feel lost.
I have move on but live in the past.
I want to love but am tired of loving.
I am loved but dont feel the love.
I love communication but love the silence.
Friends are with me, but i feel lonely inside.
I need you but can live on without you.
There are smiles on my face , but tears in my heart.
I want you to know i love you, but dont want to tell you.
I love you. You love him. And i treat him as my bud.
You are so close yet so far.
I wish you call, but fear to hear your voice.
I wish to see you, but fear the flashbacks.
I am here and there. Here in the present There in the past. So where am i really at?
I love you. But do you love me too?
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Pain has always been in my heart.
Memories has always been in my mind.
You have always been in my heart & mind.
When will the pain be gone?
When will the memories be just mere memories?
When will you be hidden deep in my heart & mind?
When will i stop loving you?
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(9:16 PM)