i suppose that u all would have noticed the change in my blog layoout.. lonely?.. probably..

SAT
went to sch early in the morn thinking that the a math remedial was on.. only to find out that it was cancelled and no one told me.. to make things worse.. Bernard scolded me for wearing jeans on a sat to sch.. WTF?? i mean there are hoards of ppl wearin jeans to sch on weekends.. and y muz he pick on me? juz becuz i was part of the s1oc06 camp he picks on me?? no link lor.. either ways.. did my work in air rm.. den taught the 03s mutuals and how to raise the flag.. we actually raised 2 sch flag.. crap sia.. had to keep reminding them not to raise all the way up.. juz in case ppl nearby think that dmn sec wanna take over singapore..lol.. went to TM later to buy aerospace tix..$21.. so ex lor.. but i had high expectations so i thought it would be worth it.. joined the queue and asked the guy in front whether it was for the aerospace.. he stared at us in disbelief and walked away.. not really sure why he was there in the first place.. heck.. hahaz.. tried the coke light that day.. and o my gosh.. it SUX!! thank goodness it was free..

SUN
went to the asian aerospace.. total disappointment.. the air show esp.. the only nice things there?? AH-64 apache and the F-15 Fighting Falcon. nothing else.. $21 wasted.. crap..

MON
very slack yesterday.. so nth much to comment abt sch things.. went wit yh to Tuition at Mr Quek place..so fun lor.. watched a part of underworld:evolution and the whole of Fearless.. wasnt really paying attention to Fearless as i was conc on my a math sums.. cracked my brain for like 30min on one sum Mr Quek gave me which he claims is the most difficult of all the a math question.. and it truly is. or maybe its juz becuz i became rusty in circular measures.. hahaz..

TUES
which is today of cuz.. Biology.. no Mr Lim= uh o we r dead.. relief teacher=we died the min she came in.. the relief teacher.. Miss Izzathi or something like that.. is a complete NOOB at teaching.. she failed at getting the class attention..and read the answers out from the wb at such a snail's pace that i fell asleep.. she had a freaking visualizer set up for her and she refuese to use it.. if i were to fail my BIO.. it would be becuz of her! i know NUTS abt asexual reprodutction.. LITERALLY!! MR LIM!! COME BACK SOON!! we r dying here..


y i sae im lonely.. i find myself being more and more distant from my class.. there are some that sae my class is united already.. i seriously beg to differ.. i experienced it first hand.. i organised so much for my class last year and only a handful turn up.. designed the class shirt and a quater of the class didn buy it though they bugged me to get the shirt soon.. class chalet saw only half the class there... tis is sad.. really.. united?? dun tink so.. even now.. they haven got the notice board up.. $500 at our disposal.. collecting dust as we just "cant find the time to buy the stuff". same old excuse all the time.. sigh..


after saying that we should just be friends and u push the whole thing aside hoping not to think so much about it.. u den realize that it is impossible to actually do so.. u bluff yourself that u dun love her anymore but deep inside u still do.. the flame only waiting to be rekindled.. Love is so complicated.. ask a dozen people and u will get a dozen different answer back.. literally.. really. u can try if u want to.. to speak the truth.. i am experiencing this right now.. the flame.. i somehow managed to dose it.. hopin that flame will only stay as a glowing splint.. now that we 2 are good friends.. that is what i should accept.. and well.. juz move on.. she aint ready yet.. thats wad she told me.. not once.. but twice.. since i had a crush on her.. that was since early sec 2.. i really dunno wad to sae.. maybe it was meant to be.. or maybe we just aint fated to be together.. that she aint that special other i seek.. maybe..............
maybe i should just conc on my studies.. and persue this dream of mine to find HER in JC... maybe.....

(7:29 PM)