First day of school.. man time really flies.. i mean it only felt like yesterday when i jumped for joy as the last day of school ended and i now find myself back in the very grounds i left 2 months ago... my gosh.. more shocking? the school just painted the new block an extreme strking orange.. ok.. maybe it aint so bad.. unlike TKGS... u should really see the way their school painted.. lol... totally outrageous..lol..
stepping into the class.. leonard informed me that every teacher in our class changed except miss nawal and mr lim.. i had that blank look on my face when i heard that.... in came several new faces.. 2 of which i have never met before and i must admit... i kinda like the new teachers.. well maybe except sundar.. buy hey.. it gonna be only 1 year right? i mean it is only the last year of sec sch life in which i am gonna take my O lvl which will be the most important national exam im gonna take till date right?? ok.. maybe it aint as simple as i thought.. lol..

"....same goes for some other stuff like when you dont have a crush on a girl you dont have problem approaching her, then when you like her you are suppose to approach her and know her better but instead.... you have some problem approaching her....... hiaz..... but hey, sooner or later things will work out..."

"hiaz..... liking someone is so difficult but yet it will sometimes be so easy as well .... she like you you like her and *bang* happily ever after the end.... are you sure??? ppl change and its like you may not like that person before and you think she or he is not nice too ugly etcetc but when you get to know them better you start to say hey he/she is actually a nice person.... so in this modern world where you really really cannot judge a book by its cover, it is really the personalities of the opposite that counts to you know wat right??? =)"

extract from Heng's blog..

totally true wont you people think?? i mean surely all of us had this experience at least once or twice right?? hahaz.. for me? well.. i gonna have to agree with what the extract said.. i mean it is totally dead on!!

i mean... when u were young... u tend to poke fun at this particualr girl for no reason at all and over time maybe when u reach teen-hood.. u find yourself getting closer and closer to her emotionally and have stopped making fun at her instead trying your best to defend her when others make fun of her.. kinda drastic change right? normally u yourself will not notice it until someone hits on that dormant part of your brain.. only then will u realize that u actually like that girl and will become shy infront of her and not as fluent in you speech when u are with her after knowing that inner feelings.. when u do express that feeling to her.. she would most likely be stunned.. if u r lucky.. the 2 of you will become steads, if not u will remain as friends but a distance away from each other for a while.. funny thing love is.. i mean can anyone even explain what love really is? u can ask a dozen different people.. and u will get a dozen different answer.. weird? not in my perspective..
love by fact and im sure many will agree that it is a complicated issue.. which can bring both good and bad.. for some happiness and hopefully a blissful marriage.. while the not so fortunate ones end of dejected, depressed and possibly habor suicidal thoughts..

which ever the case.. its getting late and i seriuzly need to catch up with some sleep.. so i'll continue tml.. that is if i have the time.. lol

(10:11 PM)