memories..
Saturday, January 28, 2006
Dreamland...Thats where i am these days...
where i found peace and happiness.
Its the place where i found comfort and love.
Where i found what i was looking for.
I miss...
the warmth of being in the arms...
the strong sense of security...
the love and knowing there would always be someone who will be there for me.
To wipe my tears.
To hold me tight when everything went awfully wrong.
To whisper in my ears that everything wentawfully wrong.
To whisper in my ears that everything would be alright.
To simply be there.But can i remain there?
In the warmth and comfort i found ?
Can i stay there ?
NO...
i cant...for dreamland is nothing but a place of memories..
in my heart.
In my heart, it shall stay...
forever it shall...her and the memories we had...
shall remain in my heart.
But , can i let it remain there silently?
Or would it resurface time and time again...
The past...
The memories haunting me...
Bringing me back into Dreamland...
the place of memoriesYes...
it bought happiness, peace, comfort and warmth...
However, once back in reality...
it left a mess in my heart...
The feeling of longing...
The feeling that something was once again missing...
I found what was missing.
It has always been my heart.
I left it with you for safekeeping,
or simply because i know thats where it belongs..
But now you are gone, unknowingly it.
The present is where i am and where i shall stay.
Here and there is what i am feeling...
Here in the present.
There in the past.
Lost.
Confused.
Searching for the light at the end of the darkest tunnel.
Will you be there,
like you were in the past,
to catch me when i fall?
Will you be there to hold my hand and guide me when i lose my way?
Will you be there to always hold me tightly in your arms?
Will you be there to simply be you, the one i gave my heart to?
Will you...
Memories...please stay in my heart quietly. For thats where you belong. In my heart.
(5:08 PM)